I.AM.DYING.
No, but seriously. If I have to deal with one more night of horrible contractions, I might kill someone. I am trying, really hard actually to keep telling myself that I only have 23 days until my due date (which I just found out I have had the wrong day for this whole time, only off by a day, but still.) I have never had such a mix of emotions wanting this baby out/ but wanting to keep him baking all at the same time, and I think that is almost as frustrating as dealing with all of this pressure and contractions.
Probably 70% of the time I just want to cry.
I QUIT. I give up, throw in the towel, etc. Now excuse me while I go curl up in a ball and die a little for the rest of tonight.
Re: I need to vent. That is all this is.
But know this, you got this. I'm such a psycho spaz and if I can wing 2 babies and 2 older kids, you will do so amazing.
Now get some well deserved rest. Hydrate the Gatorade and water. Find some liquid calcium magnesium, the plant based kind Floridex did wonders for my irritating false contractions.
Luvya, Honey!
I believe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!