If you want a baby, have one. If you don't yet, then don't. I know literally nothing about you to put in my two cents on parenthood. I wouldn't even tell my sister yes/no on babymaking. It's not my life.
All the advice I can give is don't even think about it if you're not financially secure (which can mean a lot of different things) or in a completely solid relationship. Outside of that, I really can't help you, we've been so ready for a baby for awhile, so I can't relate.
If you were ready, you wouldn't be waffling. We don't know you or anything about you- how should we know?
This is what I was thinking. When you are really ready you don't seriously go back and forth with the decision. I was nervous about some things while TTC but nothing made me question the decision to TTC.
Re: To have a baby OR not now?
BFP 6/15/14 EDD: 2/24/15