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Sick of the IF Bad News Fairy

JalepenoPepperJalepenoPepper member
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Seriously, if I get one more bad report/test result from my RE, I'm going to lose it...oh wait, I already did lose it. Bawled my eyes out after hearing that my AMH test was SUPER low. Awesome. So I'm in my mid-30s and I'm going through menopause. The one good thing this cycle is that I ovulated. Oh Joy. 

Sorry for being such a debbie downer, but this IF crap is awful. It's taking it's toll on me physically and mentally and I'm a weepy mess with my son all the time. 



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Re: Sick of the IF Bad News Fairy

  • freakyfastfreakyfast member
    It is ok... that is what we are here for.  Vent away darlin'.  I am so sorry you have a super low number. Mine is low too.  What number is yours?



      


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  • JalepenoPepperJalepenoPepper member
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    Going to make an appt with my RE to discuss my options, but I'm envisioning the conversation to start with "oh I'm so sorry..."

    Honestly, this sucks. I know I have to start accepting that I may be one and done, but it hurts. 
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  • freakyfastfreakyfast member
    Oh my... Well without saying what you don't want to hear I won't say it. But I/we are here for you. Please vent away... I know all too well how we can't do that in our every day world because no one gets it.  I will be thinking about you! Keep us posted. 



      


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  • Momarazzi007Momarazzi007 member
    :( I'm sorry! It doesn't get easier for any of us until it does, so I know that doesn't help, but what usually does for me is envisioning kidney punches all around. Bam, kidney punch, bam, kidney punch! "I'm so sorry---" "NO!- KIDNEY PUNCH!!!"
    Big hugs to you!!!
    January 2007- Stop BCP! Let's DO this!
    June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS. image

    November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
    January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS!     February 2011- lost twin. BS. image

    SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!
    November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
    April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
    FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
    BABY BOY VINCENT!
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    We can't wait to meet you!
    Conception:image    imageimage Potato Love!

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