I wanted to thank you all for your output and support. Reading your messages has been helping with the healing process. Our son is doing wonderfully, and we are hopelessly in love with him. I'm still I'm the hospital and will be hopefully going home tomorrow. This will be a very long road ahead for physical and mental recovery. I've already started anti deppresants which I know is the right thing to do for me. Breastfeeding is going well so I'm happy about that. We are looking into other ways to augment our family someday but for now enjoying the precious time with our handsome son. Thanks again for the love thoughts and prayers. I'm sure I've missed a lot so congratulations on new babies. Wish you all the best.
Re: update
BFP#1: 11.22.2012 EDD: 7.22.2013 DS Born 7.24.2013
BFP#2: 11.26.2014 EDD: 7.25.2015 *chemical confirmed 12.08.14*
D 2.20.2011 & Z 7.16.2013
L: 7/12/13
C: 5/11/15
E: 3/7/17
Due 11/10/18
TTC since 6/2003. m/c 9/14/03 8 weeks, 5 chemical pregnancies, mmc 6/04 12 weeks, Michael born sleeping 5/25/05 at 22weeks always our angel, fought ovarian cancer and won, m/c 4/06 5.2 weeks and 7/07 6.6 weeks,Our Miracle baby girl born 4/8/10,mc 12/18/11 at 5.3 weeks, BFP 10/26/12 dating u/s on 11/8/12 showing a strong heartbeat!EDD July 4,2013. RCS on 6/27. Baby boy in NICU for 8 long and scary days before he was able to come home. We are now a happy family of 4
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Baby boy 7.10.13