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Kicking myself

So I trigger tonight, making last night my last night of shots. Somehow I messed up how much gonal I had left from the night before. I thought I only had a little and mixed a whole new 450 unit. Turns out I had enough from the night before so I just wasted an all new gonal. Ugh I'm so mad at myself. I just keep thinking how if we need to cycle again we could have used it, or donated it. Anybody else out there accidentally throw away money in if? Make me feel better and not alone lol

 


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Re: Kicking myself

  • hmz819hmz819 member
    Are you using the pen or mixing vials? If you are using the pen I had to open a new pen and I used the remainder a few months later. As long as it is kept refrigerated you will be fine

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  • hmz819 said:

    Are you using the pen or mixing vials? If you are using the pen I had to open a new pen and I used the remainder a few months later. As long as it is kept refrigerated you will be fine

    Unfortunately the vials, there is always the possibility I will need to booster w trigger. I didn't last ivf though

     


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  • Well hopefully you won't need it again!

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  • Sorrellam, don't worry too much. If it makes you rest easier, I have one extra, and I likely won't be using it unless my luck is bad enough that all three FETs dobt work by August 2014 (exp). I'll mail it to you if you get to a second IVF, which you won't, because this has to be it for you! FX. PM me if you need to.
    | Married since 2008 | DH and I: Both 30 | Me: Endometriosis and Carrier of an X-Linked Dominant Genetic Disorder | DH: Low Morph | Planning IVF with PGD and PGS in 2013 | Freeze-All IVF #1: March 2013 ER 3/26. 29R, 12M, 11F. 4 5AA frozen blasts. Freeze-All IVF#2: May 2013 ER 5/15. 31R, 21M, 20F. 6 5AA frozen blasts. Our PGD probe was completed in late June (total of 20 weeks to develop). PGD and PGS Results came on 6/19: 3 healthy embryos (normal chromosomes and unaffected by my family's genetic disorder). FET #1: July 2013 Natural Cycle - Cancelled due to insufficient lining (only got to 7.5mm). FET #1.2: August 2013 - Medicated Cycle with Lupron & Estrogen Patches to build up lining. Single embryo transfer was 8/23. Beta #1: 240! Beta #2: 578! U/S on 9/19 at 6w4d: We saw the heart beating at 131bpm. Second U/S on 10/4 at 8w5d: We saw the heart beating at 178bpm. EDD 5/11/2014
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  • RosyGlow said:
    Sorrellam, don't worry too much. If it makes you rest easier, I have one extra, and I likely won't be using it unless my luck is bad enough that all three FETs dobt work by August 2014 (exp). I'll mail it to you if you get to a second IVF, which you won't, because this has to be it for you! FX. PM me if you need to.
    RosyGlow...you are like the "big sister" of our little community here (though quite a bit younger than me and probably most). You are a caretaker and will make an awesome mom!!

     

     


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  • I left out a bottle of Lupron in my kitchen counter. Although general consensus was that it was okay, my fave nurse needed up calling me and was like, "um, have you noticed the heatwave? Throw that thing out". I had one more night of Lupron.... Went out a d bought a whole new bottle just for one night. Things happen. Don't sweat it.
    BFP #1 - chemical pregnancy, natural miscarriage at 7 weeks on 2/11/12 BFP #2 - u/s at 8 weeks showed a tiny fetal pole measuring at 6 weeks, heart rate slow at 94bpm. Natural miscarriage a few days later on 4/15/12 August 2012- Diagnosed with pancreatic divisum, September - ERCP w/stent placement. Fingers crossed this was the issue! Doc gave the go-ahead to start trying again. BFP #3 - Chemical pregnancy ending a few days after Thanksgiving 2012. Clearly my pancreas was not the issue. Doc told us to try one more time. BFP #4 - Chemical pregnancy ending in January 2013. Now I'm pissed. February- meeting with RE. Test results show I have a low egg reserve and DH has severely messed up sperm. Docs are quite confused as to how we're getting pregnant to begin with. Let the IVF games begin!! April - stim time!! 7R, 6F via ICSI, 5 made it to day 5, 3 look "good enough" to be sent for PGS testing. We are now the proud owners? Parents? Of 2 healthy frozen embryos. June - ugh. Lupron. So much Lupron. And Aygestin, and Estrogen, and Progesterone suppositories. Things are going in to my body every way possible! July 25- scheduled for our first FET. Aaand huge fail. All of the estrogen gave my pancreas a good old fashioned hissy fit. Long story short, moving on to gestational carrier.
  • amcastord said:


    RosyGlow said:

    Sorrellam, don't worry too much. If it makes you rest easier, I have one extra, and I likely won't be using it unless my luck is bad enough that all three FETs dobt work by August 2014 (exp). I'll mail it to you if you get to a second IVF, which you won't, because this has to be it for you! FX. PM me if you need to.

    RosyGlow...you are like the "big sister" of our little community here (though quite a bit younger than me and probably most). You are a caretaker and will make an awesome mom!!


    Hehe. I'll take that kind compliment - thank you! I just have insurance coverage and I wish I had more extras. It's crazy how much that being OOP must add to people's stress during IVF. Case in point...sorrellam should go celebrate making it to trigger, but instead wants to kick herself. ;-)

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  • RosyGlow said:

    amcastord said:


    RosyGlow said:

    Sorrellam, don't worry too much. If it makes you rest easier, I have one extra, and I likely won't be using it unless my luck is bad enough that all three FETs dobt work by August 2014 (exp). I'll mail it to you if you get to a second IVF, which you won't, because this has to be it for you! FX. PM me if you need to.

    RosyGlow...you are like the "big sister" of our little community here (though quite a bit younger than me and probably most). You are a caretaker and will make an awesome mom!!
    Hehe. I'll take that kind compliment - thank you! I just have insurance coverage and I wish I had more extras. It's crazy how much that being OOP must add to people's stress during IVF. Case in point...sorrellam should go celebrate making it to trigger, but instead wants to kick herself. ;-)

    We all take care of each other here. That's why I stick around!


    Haha this made me laugh, I def should be celebrating! Once I get the phone call I'll be more excited lol

     


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    FET 10/4/13 Chemical

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  • krdesikrdesi member
    Don't worry about it! You made it to trigger! That's fantastic!

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