My girls are 3 months old today! It has been HARD and I've felt like a total failure most of the time.
This morning I found myself doing my usual tap dance of nursing one baby while rocking the other's RnP with my toe, with thoughts like,"They will be outgrowing these RnPs soon," and "how will my mom handle them on her own when I go back to work in September?" running through my head.
Then I remembered a saying I learned on this board: "Don't borrow tomorrow's trouble today." I decided instead of worrying, today I would focus on what we've accomplished so far: we created two miracles, I carried them to 38 weeks and delivered them safely, I stuck with BFing despite our ongoing challenges and 3 months in we're feeding them more than 90% breast milk, they are thriving and on track with their development milestones.
So tonight DH and I are having a glass of bubbly to celebrate surviving the first 3 months. Here are pics from this morning (Edit: links to tinypic deleted)
Thanks for letting me be an AW! 
Re: AW: Survived the first 3 months (PIP)
I like your quote. I may have to steal it!
Me: PCOS, DH: normal
Started seeing RE 11/10/2011
8/31/2012 = BFP!!
First Ultrasound... TRIPLETS! EDD 5/11/13
Baby w/ no HB @ 10w4d - We love you angel baby.
Baby A & B doing great. A/S 12/10/12 - Healthy BOYS!
Sawyer & Silas born at 33+6 on 3/29/13
Christian Alexander - 11/13/06
Amelia Rose & Owen Thomas - 3/29/11
Christian Alexander - 11/13/06
Amelia Rose & Owen Thomas - 3/29/11
July 2011: Clomid 50mg- No ovulation
Sept 2011: Clomid 100mg- No ovulation
Nov 2011: Clomid 150mg- No ovulation
Jan-Feb 2012: 150mg Clomid and 5 mg Femara w/ Orvidrel Shot- Ovulation!!
Feb 2012: IUI #1- BFP
Beta #1: 206
Beta #2: 2496
Feb 16: TWINS!!!
June 13: Found out genders... Boy/Girl (Team Green)
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7/30/12 - B/G twins born at 33w4d due to PPROM
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