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AmeliaKrisAmeliaKris member
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Today has been super hard. I don't know if its pregnancy hormones or what but ive been an ugly crying mess all day. Its like the closer I get to the end....I'm 37 weeks....the more terrified I get that something will go wrong at the last minute. Like it will all be ripped from my hands like some cruel joke. I'm so scared to go home empty handed again. I was fine and the last few days ive been scared. I'm probably just anxious as I'm starting to dialate, lost my plug, things are progressing. Anyone else a hot mess as delivery approached? Any STM that can tell me its normal. Thanks.
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  • katharine25katharine25 member
    Yay for progress!!
    I sure hope flipping the flick out is normal, cause I'm right there with you :/
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  • BootsOrHeartsBootsOrHearts member
    I think it's totally normal to be anxious at this point, PGAL or not!

    Huge hugs, you will get through this and be holding your baby soon!
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  • misternmissmisternmiss member
    :::raises hand:::

    Freaking out here, too! Let's hold each other til our rainbows get here.
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  • ring_popring_pop member
    I think it's totally normal, and understandable. I hope you get to take your baby home soon!!
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  • AmeliaKrisAmeliaKris member
    Glad to know I'm not alone. Everyone IRL just doesn't get it. They think I'm freaking out for nothing. If I hear one more person, who hasn't lost a baby,tell me to calm down I think I will jump down their throats. I'm at 2 cm as of last week. We shall see what tomorrow's appointment brings....
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  • hungryhippohungryhippo member
    The crying is definitely on the increase around here too. I have nerves, hormones, and straight up fear all mixed together. Being this close to bringing a baby home but knowing that it's not guaranteed is.... ugh.

    Huge hugs. May the time between now and these babies being in our arms be short!
    TTC #1 since January 2011
    BFP#1 April 12, 2011, EDD December 24, 2011, strong heart beat at 7w3d, d&c at 10w6d
    BFP#2 Oct 24, 2011, natural miscarriage, EDD unknown
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  • babystolibabystoli member
    You are not alone!  Most of my anxiety happens in the middle of the night.  Usually I'll feel a few kicks when I get up to go to the bathroom.  I didn't feel them last night and of course immediately feared the worst.  Drank some ice cold coke & waited & waited.   About an hour later I finally felt a few & promptly fell asleep!!

    I'm also crying more often & more easily (over random things!!)


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  • ShhItsASecretShhItsASecret member
    Yup totally normal, I remember going through this with DS. You are so close, try to stay positive!! This is your rainbow baby and he/she will be here before you know it.
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  • linzeeh80linzeeh80 member
    No advice here, just (((hugs)))


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  • TheSloppySwishTheSloppySwish member

    Big hugs to you. I feel the same way, even though I'm only 19 weeks. I thought it would be easier the farther along I got, but much to my chagrin it's getting harder. The more invested I become the scarier the prospect of a loss.

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  • mightymousymightymousy member
    *HUGS* seems normal :) almost there hunny, you'll have your rainbow in your arms soon and it'll all be better.
    BFP#1 9/28/2012 - EDD 6/3/2013 - MMC discovered 11/21/2012 @ 12w2d - D&C 11/24/2012
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  • BuckyCBuckyC member
    I haven't been through this before, but I can tell you that at 35 weeks I am a hot mess! I cried at my doctors appt today just because I felt nervous. I'm having a hard time shaking the thought that something could still go wrong. You're not alone!
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  • Junebug060609Junebug060609 member
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    It's normal. I delivered in the 37th week, but starting at about 35w I had the exact fear you mentioned.

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  • MissuskeekersMissuskeekers member
    Yeah I'm totally freaking out. I just found out I am gbs positive and the chance of him catching it is freaking me out.


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    TTC since Oct 2010 
    BFP #1 March 31st 2011 Due December 10 2011 
    Missed m/c discovered June 2nd 2011 at 12w4d
    D&C scheduled June 7th 2011 at 13w2d
    Found out our baby boy had Triploidy XXY through embryopathology
    BFP #2 September 28th 2011 Due June 8th 2012
    Missed m/c discovered November 20th 2011 at 11w2d
    D&C November 29th 2011 at 12w4d
    Found out our baby girl had Monosomy X through embryopathology
    BFP #3 April 24th 2012 Due January 5th 2013
    Betas falling on 04/26/12 Chemical Pregnancy
    RPL testing done, multi nodular goiters on thyroid discovered.

    BFP #4 November 22nd 2012, Due August 5th 2013
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    First ultrasound at 6w3d, hb 122 bpm. 
    Second ultrasound at 7w3d hb 143 bpm 
    Third ultrasound at 10w1d hb 167-170 bpm 
    Forth ultrasound 12w1d hb 167 bpm 
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  • bleusimpbleusimp member
    Me too! I'm due Saturday and am now worried that since labor hasn't started, something bad is going to happen last minute. You are so not alone. Hugs, we're almost there.
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