Hi, it's just me AW'ing myself again.
One of the insanely wonderful women I met on TTCAL offered to send me her doppler to borrow. Well, it came in the mail today and after watching a few YouTube videos and drinking a ton of water to fill my bladder, I FOUND THE HEART BEAT!!!
I stopped crying long enough to video the sound on my phone so I could listen to it whenever I want (so maybe that will make me less obsessed with wanting to use the doppler 24/7). It was pumping away with an average of about 158bpm.
I feel sooooo much better now.
BFP #1 5.26.08 DD born 1.4.09
BFP #2 3.11.12 m/c 3.26.12
BFP #3 10.7.12 m/c 10.27.12
BFP #4 2.24.13 ectopic MTX 3.13.13 Right tube removed 3.29.13
BFP #5 5.27.13 DS born 1.22.14
BFP #6 4.14.16

Re: There's still a heartbeat!!!
11w3d
BFP #1 5.26.08 DD born 1.4.09
BFP #2 3.11.12 m/c 3.26.12
BFP #3 10.7.12 m/c 10.27.12
BFP #4 2.24.13 ectopic MTX 3.13.13 Right tube removed 3.29.13
BFP #5 5.27.13 DS born 1.22.14
BFP #6 4.14.16
BFP #3 -mm/c @ 7wks, discovered at 9wks, D&C 9/28
BFP #4 5/29 EDD 2/9 - please be our rainbow
First BFP 5/29/13 : )