Ugh my A/S is tomorrow at 2 pm and I have some epic PgAL brain going on! I keep hyper focusing on every little twinge in my abdomen no matter if it is gas, hunger or baby. I keep thinking ?this is going to be the check up where they tell me something went wrong.? My NT was inconclusive due to an uncooperative baby but my quad was done 2 weeks ago Monday and they said they would have the results for me tomorrow at my appointment. In my head I have the angel telling me ?this will be great and you will know everything is OK and you can relax? and the devil saying ?you aren?t really feeling the baby move at all, something bad has happened, prepare for the worst.?
I was told when I was 20 that I would have a diffacult time getting pregant, that is if I was able to at all and when I got pregnant the first time I was so excited but then I lost it at 7 weeks and so I thought ?well I guess they are right.? When I got pregnant this time I just have been spending the whole time waiting for the other shoe to drop. I am trying my best to not stress about it but that is way easier said than done. I just can?t wait for tomorrow to get here so I know what?s happening, good or bad. It just feels like now that it is so close time is standing still!
Re: Ok who slowed down time!
Take it easy and try not to overthink it. I was a nervous wreck before my appt. as well. I hope that everything goes smoothly for you! Ts & Ps.