3 months today

cawettig · July 2013

Today is 3 months. It has been such a hard day. I had to work today, We grabbed wings on the way home and lighted her candle. I am so emotionally drained I do not even know how to properly write out my emotions.

I kept having anxiety at work so bad. I took out her foot prints from the hospital yesterday and touched the part of her hair that dh cut for me. I haven't touched it since.

I feel like the pain is coming in waves, it gets tolerable but then bam it is back. The pain will never go away.

Noethola · July 2013

Yes, it gets to points were you can bear it easier, but no, it wont ever go away. And it can be recalled in an instant.

I am so very sorry for such a hard day. Big ((hugs))!

meli1025 · July 2013

Thinking of you, so many ((hugs)). Every month the anniversary hits like a ton of bricks and no matter what I'm a mess. I find that allowing myself to cry and look through my daughter's memory box helps. It really is emotionally draining and it sucks trying to be at work while you're going through it.

Dixon813 · July 2013

cawettig:
Today is 3 months. It has been such a hard day. I had to work today, We grabbed wings on the way home and lighted her candle. I am so emotionally drained I do not even know how to properly write out my emotions.
I kept having anxiety at work so bad. I took out her foot prints from the hospital yesterday and touched the part of her hair that dh cut for me. I haven't touched it since.
I feel like the pain is coming in waves, it gets tolerable but then bam it is back. The pain will never go away.

I'm so sorry... sending you some extra thoughts and prayers...

sweets18 · July 2013

Our three months was last week and I know exactly how you feel. I feel like things are improving and then I fall back into an anxious and sad state. Sometimes it happens suddenly and I didnt even feel it coming and other days I can feel it building up. I am hoping that the pain will be more tolerable as the others have said. Dont feel like you are alone in how you are feeling. Release your emotions and try to keep moving forward.

hopefulmom88 · July 2013

I am sorry to hear you are having a tough day, it sucks to have to be at work when those emotional moments hit. It's like no one else understands what is going on for you at that moment ( it can feel isolating). Hope you are doing better today.

princezjk · July 2013

(((hugs))) Thinking of you and your sweet angel

BrittianyM · July 2013

Hope you had a better day today. Hugs! Sending lots of thoughts and prayers.

I feel the same way. It comes and goes. When it comes, it comes hard. I cried on the way home from work yesterday and last night in my closet at home.

shandorfml2 · July 2013

sending lots of hugs and love...it does come in waves

JessicaG220 · July 2013

I feel like you and I grieve similarly. I, too, will be experiencing 3 months post loss on Wednesday. I really, truly have good days and bad days. And even good moments and bad moments. I find myself inexplicably crabby, and sometimes it takes me a while to realize it's be because I am so, so sad. Something will trigger my sadness, like the endless diaper commercials, or the constant media focus on Kate Middleton's pregnancy (I think I watch too much tv?). Hang in there, hun. I am praying for both of us!!!! It has to get easier, I just know it.

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