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Wishing this week away

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On Sunday I hit 11wks, and while I am super happy & excited I can't help but be full of anxiety. It was @ 11/6days that I started to bleed with my son which didn't stop until I lost him 10wks later.... I can't help it but I feel if i can pass that "milestone" I will feel better, and actually begin to tell folks that I am pregnant. But honestly I am consumed with PGAL brain, I even had a gruesome nightmare a few nights ago. Now today I'm a crying mess... angry about my loss, upset that I can't get it together to be positive enough to make it through the week with confidence that everything will be okay, which I truly believe in my heart it will be. I'm trying to take comfort that I have another u/s on Friday, so IF anything is is looking funky I will know.

Its just one of those days and I needed to vent to a supportive community rather than my loved ones, who while good intentioned, end up lecturing me on how I cannot be consumed by gloom. Which really I'm not... 

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  • LittleMommaBlueHenLittleMommaBlueHen member
    *hug* Hang in there! PGAL brain is tough normally, but it's even tougher when approaching a loss related milestone.  I hope this week goes by quickly for you.

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  • kiki1978kiki1978 member
    I am so sorry that PGAL brain is getting to you.  I truly hope you start to feel better about this pregnancy soon.  We're here for you. ((hugs))
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  • jenohoustonjenohouston member
    PGAL is the worst, I'm so sorry your having a tough time. I can completely understand the stress you feel. Huge hugs! Thinking of you and hoping you things get better.
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  • ShhItsASecretShhItsASecret member

    One you pass that milestone you will start feeling better, you will always have PGAL brain though. Try to stay positive! You are pregnant and those crazy hormones only make the pgal brain that much worse.

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  • bleusimpbleusimp member
    Ditto! Lots of hugs and prayers for you.
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  • linzeeh80linzeeh80 member
    (((hugs)))


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