I am back :( Loss Mentioned (XP)

ksgsmu · July 2013

This pregnancy as you might recall hasn't been "normal" since the beginning. I knew in my heart of hearts that something was very wrong.

Went in last week after crazy intense cramping and pain( no bleeding). My RE was concerned about an ectopic especially since my Betas kept rising. The sonogram showed no sac etc... also just a cyst no ectopic. We waited it out a few days and then my HCG levels started dropping pretty quickly. Since it is early (6 weeks) I will let my body take care of it. I had to get the Rhogan shot which I was totally unaware about. Now I am waiting. So ready to move on.

We will start TTC again as soon as I get a period.

The past few weeks have been hell. That being said I am going to try and press on and pray I get another miracle BFP!

A flower bloomed already wilting. Beginning its life with an early ending. ? R.J. Gonzales

QOTR · July 2013

Gosh, you've been through a series of highs & lows with this. I'm sorry for all you've gone through and hope that you receive another BFP again soon.

*sparky* · July 2013

I am so, so sorry. I had an early loss in late January and it was a very difficult process. The first couple of weeks were very rough but then it does get better.

My OB cleared me to resume TTC after my first normal period, but I will tell you it took a few months before I really felt into it again, and I had a couple of really abnormal cycles in the first couple of months after. Anyway, I felt bad about not wanting to TTC at first but realized I really needed time to be emotionally ready for it. So give yourself time to get back into things if you need it.