Wanna Hit the Gym!

Hi Ladies

Today I am feeling pretty good:) I know I have a mental recovery process, but I wanna hit the gym. I feel great when I am in there, I relieve stress and I sure don't want to come back to work where people are really feeling sorry for me. Overweight, stress in the face and plus the factor of not having a child. I have no restrictions by my doctor so I am ready. The sun is out maybe even a walk, I do not want this loss to take my original spirit away. Things happen for reasons we could never understand but I know one day we will all get a rainbow. This year started crappy with my father in law getting sick, then dying, husband lost his job, his car broke down and to top if off I loss my babies! This is June, July will come and I plan on starting a new me. This pregnancy brought me so many blessings, quitting smoking, was on meds(not any more) casual drinking(not any more). I became new women being pregnant and surly want to keep it up. No more head down for me, I am gonna become a new me. Then work on my rainbow as soon as my doc clears me. Life is short and I am gonna live it!