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Rant/Vent feel free to ignore

VeniVidiScripsi VeniVidiScripsi member
in August 2012 Moms
I hate anxiety. I hate the way it makes me think, the way it makes me feel. I hate worrying and watching the clock. DH is out for his bday with his friends. They went to a bar to watch a band, I couldn't go because I needed to stay with DD. He was only going to go for two hours, it's almost been three. I hate that my anxiety makes me worry when I have no reason to. He's fine, he's trustworthy and yet I'm panicking. I want to ask him to come home, I'm angry that he's not home yet and yet I know that it is not rational or fair for me to be like this. I can't sleep, I'm bored. I don't want to watch anything. Or do anything. I'm trying to distract myself and it's just not working. He's keeps texting me to say he's ok and not to worry and how much he loves me. I hate that he feels like he needs to check in because of my anxiety. I hate that he does need to check in. I hate the friends he's with. How they are not trustworthy or great people. I hate that I feel this way.
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