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buggirl72 · June 2013

All aboard the Saturday Crazy Train!

Welcome to Crazy Train. This is a thread posted daily for any of us who need to get out our frustrations or vent about our cycles.

If you find yourself checking FF obsessively, MF is getting the best of you, POAS issues, let it out here!

Crazy level from 1-10:

CD/DPO:

Can I just ______ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms:

Explain your Crazy here:

LaRomana09 · June 2013

CD/DPO: 21/11

Can I just _____ already?! I don't know, stop temping during my TWW?

Signs/Symptoms: big temp drop this morning

There is really no point to this except to whine about my temp drop this morning. I thought my chart was looking pretty good and now I'm in a mopey mood because I know what's coming...

buggirl72 · June 2013

LaRomana09:
CD/DPO: 21/11
Can I just _____ already?! I don't know, stop temping during my TWW?
Signs/Symptoms: big temp drop this morning
There is really no point to this except to whine about my temp drop this morning. I thought my chart was looking pretty good and now I'm in a mopey mood because I know what's coming...

(((hugs))) We've had a few people who stop temping during the TWW. It works for them but I know it would make me crazier not knowing what was going on.

This is only one temp but I know what you mean when you see a drop near the end of your 2WW.

LaRomana09 · June 2013

buggirl72:
LaRomana09:
CD/DPO: 21/11
Can I just _____ already?! I don't know, stop temping during my TWW?
Signs/Symptoms: big temp drop this morning
There is really no point to this except to whine about my temp drop this morning. I thought my chart was looking pretty good and now I'm in a mopey mood because I know what's coming...
(((hugs))) We've had a few people who stop temping during the TWW. It works for them but I know it would make me crazier not knowing what was going on.
This is only one temp but I know what you mean when you see a drop near the end of your 2WW.

Thanks, I'm not sure which way makes me crazier...I think I'm pretty crazy either way to be honest!

samjen2010 · June 2013

LaRomana09:
CD/DPO: 21/11Can I just _____ already?! nbsp;I don't know, stop temping during my TWW?Signs/Symptoms: big temp drop this morningThere is really no point to this except to whine about my temp drop this morning. nbsp;I thought my chart was looking pretty good and now I'm in a mopey mood because I know what's coming...nbsp;

ugh! I am sorry. I hate seeing that temp drop during my 2ww.

buggirl72 · June 2013

I'll punch a ticket on my own train Geeked

Crazy level from 1-10: 4

CD/DPO: CD10

Can I just ___have a good follicles___ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: Some pressure on my right side which makes me think something is going on there

Explain your Crazy here: I'm doing a medicated cycle this month and go in for a monitoring u/s this morning. I'm all sorts of paranoid that the doctor will find 1) that none of the follicles matured 2) that one took over and I have a giant cyst 3) that, out of nowhere, a whole bunch of follicles that were not there on CD3 magically appeared and he will say not to have sex because of the risk of multiples. I had a dream last night that when they did the u/s there were four embryos instead of follicles, and one of them was bad. Since I had four follies, I'm thinking my paranoia seeped into my dreams. I could deal with three good follies at this point.

SandSunBliss · June 2013

samjen2010:
LaRomana09:
CD/DPO: 21/11Can I just _____ already?! nbsp;I don't know, stop temping during my TWW?Signs/Symptoms: big temp drop this morningThere is really no point to this except to whine about my temp drop this morning. nbsp;I thought my chart was looking pretty good and now I'm in a mopey mood because I know what's coming...nbsp;
ugh! I am sorry. I hate seeing that temp drop during my 2ww.

This. It sucks. Happened to me on day11 of my LP last month too. It's like a punch in the gut each month when you have to turn your hopes to the next one... Fx it was just aflame and ::hugs::

princezjk · June 2013

buggirl72:
I'll punch a ticket on my own train

Crazy level from 1-10: 4
CD/DPO: CD10
Can I just ___have a good follicles___ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms: Some pressure on my right side which makes me think something is going on there
Explain your Crazy here: I'm doing a medicated cycle this month and go in for a monitoring u/s this morning. I'm all sorts of paranoid that the doctor will find 1) that none of the follicles matured 2) that one took over and I have a giant cyst 3) that, out of nowhere, a whole bunch of follicles that were not there on CD3 magically appeared and he will say not to have sex because of the risk of multiples.

I had a dream last night that when they did the u/s there were four embryos instead of follicles, and one of them was bad. Since I had four follies, I'm thinking my paranoia seeped into my dreams. I could deal with three good follies at this point.

fingers crossed for a great u/s!

LiaMadi1 · June 2013

LaRomana09:
CD/DPO: 21/11
Can I just _____ already?! I don't know, stop temping during my TWW?
Signs/Symptoms: big temp drop this morning
There is really no point to this except to whine about my temp drop this morning. I thought my chart was looking pretty good and now I'm in a mopey mood because I know what's coming...

LaRomana, I'm just trying to prepare myself for a drop myself...I hate the feeling of the drop so late in the wait. I'm thinking about you, girl!

LiaMadi1 · June 2013

Crazy level from 1-10: 6

CD/DPO: CD 33/DPO 10

Can I just __test____ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: tender tatas, cramps, backaches (PMS symptoms too...)

Explain your Crazy here: I am just over-analyzing my chart and my past charts, just waiting for the temp drop tomorrow or Monday before I let myself test on Tuesday. I sometimes wish I wasn't as in-tune with my body now because I do read into everything probably way more than I should. I haven't had the drop yet, but I guess I'm just trying to prepare myself. ...le sigh...

buggirl72 · June 2013

LiaMadi1:
Crazy level from 1-10: 6
CD/DPO: CD 33/DPO 10
Can I just __test____ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms: tender tatas, cramps, backaches (PMS symptoms too...)
Explain your Crazy here: I am just over-analyzing my chart and my past charts, just waiting for the temp drop tomorrow or Monday before I let myself test on Tuesday. I sometimes wish I wasn't as in-tune with my body now because I do read into everything probably way more than I should. I haven't had the drop yet, but I guess I'm just trying to prepare myself.
...le sigh...

Good job on holding out until Tuesday. I really like your chart. FX for you.

peelester429 · June 2013

buggirl72:
I'll punch a ticket on my own train

Crazy level from 1-10: 4
CD/DPO: CD10
Can I just ___have a good follicles___ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms: Some pressure on my right side which makes me think something is going on there
Explain your Crazy here: I'm doing a medicated cycle this month and go in for a monitoring u/s this morning. I'm all sorts of paranoid that the doctor will find 1) that none of the follicles matured 2) that one took over and I have a giant cyst 3) that, out of nowhere, a whole bunch of follicles that were not there on CD3 magically appeared and he will say not to have sex because of the risk of multiples.

I had a dream last night that when they did the u/s there were four embryos instead of follicles, and one of them was bad. Since I had four follies, I'm thinking my paranoia seeped into my dreams. I could deal with three good follies at this point.

I felt the exact same way before my CD10 ultrasound. GL today, I'll be looking for your update!

spencerlynne · June 2013

Crazy level from 1-10: 9

CD/DPO: CD 28/ DPO 12

Can I just _not have a crazy cycle_ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: spotting for 2 days (when I haven never had spotting in my life), boobs that are CRAZY sore, backache, cramping

Explain your Crazy here:So, you guys know my last two cycles have been really long since my loss and I've been excited to get back down to my "normal" 30/31 day cycle. I was keeping an eye out because FF seemed to think my O date was really early...but definitely no temp change or fertile CM. I started spotting pink yesterday (it's turned to dark pink today) and my pre-AF hormones are making me miserable. But I'm only on CD 28????? So I went from 40 to 36 to 28/29? Last month I had some spotting two days before AF but it was just on the tissue once when I wiped. No regular cycle, no regular symptoms...how in the world am I supposed to read my chart? End rant...I've been on the crazy train ALLLLLL week :-( See chart below:

spencerlynne · June 2013

LiaMadi1:
Crazy level from 1-10: 6
CD/DPO: CD 33/DPO 10
Can I just __test____ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms: tender tatas, cramps, backaches (PMS symptoms too...)
Explain your Crazy here: I am just over-analyzing my chart and my past charts, just waiting for the temp drop tomorrow or Monday before I let myself test on Tuesday. I sometimes wish I wasn't as in-tune with my body now because I do read into everything probably way more than I should. I haven't had the drop yet, but I guess I'm just trying to prepare myself.
...le sigh...

I feel ya on the symptoms and reading into everything - you are STRONG to wait to test. I always test too early and then again and again because I can't stand it.

FX for you! If this isn't out month, we should be cycle buddies! I'm expecting AF on Monday if my body is back to "normal".

buggirl72 · June 2013

spencerlynne:
Crazy level from 1-10: 9
CD/DPO: CD 28/ DPO 12
Can I just _not have a crazy cycle_ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms: spotting for 2 days (when I haven never had spotting in my life), boobs that are CRAZY sore, backache, cramping
Explain your Crazy here:
So, you guys know my last two cycles have been really long since my loss and I've been excited to get back down to my "normal" 30/31 day cycle. I was keeping an eye out because FF seemed to think my O date was really early...but definitely no temp change or fertile CM. I started spotting pink yesterday (it's turned to dark pink today) and my pre-AF hormones are making me miserable. But I'm only on CD 28????? So I went from 40 to 36 to 28/29? Last month I had some spotting two days before AF but it was just on the tissue once when I wiped. No regular cycle, no regular symptoms...how in the world am I supposed to read my chart?

End rant...I've been on the crazy train ALLLLLL week :-( See chart below:

I am still not convinced by those CHs. Cycles become so weird after a loss. My spotting pattern changed completely after my February loss. (((hugs))) and I hope things get less crazy for you.

docamy2011 · June 2013

Crazy level from 1-10: 4

CD/DPO: 16/ FF says 3 but I say 2

Can I just ___not care___ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms: nothing

Explain your Crazy here: Well I think FF is off by a day. I realize a day probably doesn't matter but I usually O on cd14 and I think I did but cause my sleep was so off and my temp didn't drop that day FF but it at cd13. It's not a big deal but I'm really considering playing with the temps and seeing if I can change it :P Also I don't think I'll ever get solid CHs cause I see EWCM post O and apparently FF doesn't like that. Sigh.

docamy2011 · June 2013

LaRomana09:
CD/DPO: 21/11
Can I just _____ already?! I don't know, stop temping during my TWW?
Signs/Symptoms: big temp drop this morning
There is really no point to this except to whine about my temp drop this morning. I thought my chart was looking pretty good and now I'm in a mopey mood because I know what's coming...

*HUGS* I hate the dreaded temp drop!

docamy2011 · June 2013

buggirl72:
I'll punch a ticket on my own train

Crazy level from 1-10: 4
CD/DPO: CD10
Can I just ___have a good follicles___ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms: Some pressure on my right side which makes me think something is going on there
Explain your Crazy here: I'm doing a medicated cycle this month and go in for a monitoring u/s this morning. I'm all sorts of paranoid that the doctor will find 1) that none of the follicles matured 2) that one took over and I have a giant cyst 3) that, out of nowhere, a whole bunch of follicles that were not there on CD3 magically appeared and he will say not to have sex because of the risk of multiples.

I had a dream last night that when they did the u/s there were four embryos instead of follicles, and one of them was bad. Since I had four follies, I'm thinking my paranoia seeped into my dreams. I could deal with three good follies at this point.

I commented on another thread but wanted to give you hugs on here!! *HUGS*

docamy2011 · June 2013

spencerlynne:
Crazy level from 1-10: 9
CD/DPO: CD 28/ DPO 12
Can I just _not have a crazy cycle_ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms: spotting for 2 days (when I haven never had spotting in my life), boobs that are CRAZY sore, backache, cramping
Explain your Crazy here:
So, you guys know my last two cycles have been really long since my loss and I've been excited to get back down to my "normal" 30/31 day cycle. I was keeping an eye out because FF seemed to think my O date was really early...but definitely no temp change or fertile CM. I started spotting pink yesterday (it's turned to dark pink today) and my pre-AF hormones are making me miserable. But I'm only on CD 28????? So I went from 40 to 36 to 28/29? Last month I had some spotting two days before AF but it was just on the tissue once when I wiped. No regular cycle, no regular symptoms...how in the world am I supposed to read my chart?

End rant...I've been on the crazy train ALLLLLL week :-( See chart below:

Man I'm sorry that seems so frustrating!! I hope things straighten out soon!! *HUGS*

LiaMadi1 · June 2013

spencerlynne:
LiaMadi1:
Crazy level from 1-10: 6
CD/DPO: CD 33/DPO 10
Can I just __test____ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms: tender tatas, cramps, backaches (PMS symptoms too...)
Explain your Crazy here: I am just over-analyzing my chart and my past charts, just waiting for the temp drop tomorrow or Monday before I let myself test on Tuesday.  I sometimes wish I wasn't as in-tune with my body now because I do read into everything probably way more than I should.  I haven't had the drop yet, but I guess I'm just trying to prepare myself.
...le sigh...

I feel ya on the symptoms and reading into everything - you are STRONG to wait to test. I always test too early and then again and again because I can't stand it.

FX for you!  If this isn't out month, we should be cycle buddies! I'm expecting AF on Monday if my body is back to "normal".

I'm down for a cycle buddy if this isn't it! Keeping my fx for good things!

WifeofaComposer · June 2013

Crazy level from 1-10: 7

CD/DPO: CD26/12DPO

Can I just test already?!

Signs/Symptoms: general crappy feeling - tired, slightly crampy, a little nauseated

Explain your Crazy here: I keep thinking AF is going to start early any moment, but so far it's been false alarms. I am having trouble figuring out if all of my discomfort is from PMS or something else. I don't have all of my usual symptoms, and the ones I am having are strong.

buggirl72 · June 2013

docamy2011:
Crazy level from 1-10: 4
CD/DPO: 16/ FF says 3 but I say 2
Can I just ___not care___ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms: nothing
Explain your Crazy here: Well I think FF is off by a day. I realize a day probably doesn't matter but I usually O on cd14 and I think I did but cause my sleep was so off and my temp didn't drop that day FF but it at cd13. It's not a big deal but I'm really considering playing with the temps and seeing if I can change it :P Also I don't think I'll ever get solid CHs cause I see EWCM post O and apparently FF doesn't like that. Sigh.

I agree with you on the CD14. Your coverline is hovering right on the CD14 and CD12 temps. If you don't mind blue CHs, you can go in and adjust your coverline so it is actually higher than you CD12 and 14 temps.

buggirl72 · June 2013

WifeofaComposer:
Crazy level from 1-10: 7
CD/DPO: CD26/12DPO
Can I just test already?!
Signs/Symptoms: general crappy feeling - tired, slightly crampy, a little nauseated
Explain your Crazy here: I keep thinking AF is going to start early any moment, but so far it's been false alarms. I am having trouble figuring out if all of my discomfort is from PMS or something else. I don't have all of my usual symptoms, and the ones I am having are strong.

(((hugs))) when do you plan on testing? Make sure you are staying well hydrated. That should help with the crampiness.

WifeofaComposer · June 2013

buggirl72:
WifeofaComposer:
Crazy level from 1-10: 7
CD/DPO: CD26/12DPO
Can I just test already?!
Signs/Symptoms: general crappy feeling - tired, slightly crampy, a little nauseated
Explain your Crazy here: I keep thinking AF is going to start early any moment, but so far it's been false alarms. I am having trouble figuring out if all of my discomfort is from PMS or something else. I don't have all of my usual symptoms, and the ones I am having are strong.
(((hugs))) when do you plan on testing? Make sure you are staying well hydrated. That should help with the crampiness.

Thank you, Dahling!! I am trying to hydrate, but my tummy is kinda "blech" so it's been a struggle today.

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