I buried my sweet Lily today, it was the hardest thing I hope I ever have to do. I can't stand the fact that she's now at the cemetery it's now raining. I know she's with God, but I hope she's not wet or cold. : I also hate the fact that my breasts are full I can't feed her, I was so looking forward to that binding time.
I will say this experience has made my boyfriend I so much closer. It's almost painful to be away from him sometimes. I know that we have to to wait for me to heal, but it's so hard not to share intimacy right now, when we seem to need it most. I'm just so thankful for him. I have a wonderful support system, for which Im grateful. On a bright note, I saw a rainbow tonight, I like to think that was Lily, once again showing us her love beauty.
I am so very sorry for your loss. Its an awful experience to have to bury your baby. I am so thankful that you have a good support group and I pray they continue to be supportive over the coming weeks, months and years.
"Elsie Irene was born sleeping at 35w 6d on December 8, 2012. Mommy and Daddy miss you sweet girl."
I am so very sorry. Burying your baby is a horrible thing. I barely remember the day except for sobbing as my DH held me at the cemetery. Big hugs to you.
Married 11/23/11, TTC starting 10/12, BFP#1 11/30/12, Adoption of stepson finalized 03/19/13,Loss of our daughter at 20w4d due to incompetent cervix 03/27/13, BFP#2 06/28/13, DS2 born 3/1/14.
I know I can't say anything that will really help because I've been there too, and there's nothing worse! It rained the day I buried Lisy and I thought it was appropriate because the weather had no right to be good when I felt so awful! Just keep holding tight to your SO, you need each other more than ever now! ((HUGS))
I"m so sorry for your loss. I buried my twin girls, Allison and Lucy, on 6/6/13. My husband has been the only person that makes me feel better since it happened. The afternoon we buried them it was very rainy and when we left to get in the car to go to the cemetery, the sun came out and I like to think that was my girls
Re: Buried my baby today
My Blog
BFP# 1 7/7/12 Beautiful DD born still at 36 weeks 5 days on 3/2/13
Diagnosed with PCOS in 2005. Started Metformin July 2013
Please be our rainbow!!
**All AL Welcome**
Brooke Elizabeth born Feb 17, 2013 grew wings May 9, 2013 @ 11 weeks & 4 days old from SIDS