I thought I was accepting of going in to the doctors for the DC tomorrow, but for some reason I woke up in the middle of the night and was thinking about it and now I just want to cancel my appt. it's been over three weeks, so I know it needs to be done, but Im just dreading waking up Saturday morning and knowing Im officially, completely, not in any tiny bit way, pregnant anymore. Obviously my peanut isn't really there anymore, but just to know what's left will be gone and it will be like I wasn't ever pregnant. =[
Did any of you have this problem as the appt date got closer? I know none of us wanted this to happen, but I really thought I had fully accepted my fate until last night.