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Sitting in an office...

amandager99amandager99 member
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Full of pregnant women listening to then talk about all the joys is just plain cruel. A number of them, 7 months along, can't wait to get them out. I would give anything to still have Daniel inside me. So now I'm sitting alone in the hallway crying waiting for the nurse to call me. It's just not fair, what did I do to deserve this? Why don't I get to have my precious son? Why do I have to have this hole in my heart, this piece of me missing?
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  • Dixon813Dixon813 member

    There are no words except I am so sorry...

    I hope you didn't have to wait too long before your appointment

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  • BrittianyMBrittianyM member
    So very sorry sweetie. I wish no one ever had to feel this type of pain. Its not fair and you didn't do anything to deserve this.

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  • jess123456jess123456 member
    So sorry. It is just plain cruel. I have been there too and it's just so hard.
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  • JessicaG220JessicaG220 member
    So sorry, hun.  I have been there many times.  I ask myself why every single day, sometimes every hour.  It is so unfair.  I sometimes wonder if it happened because I'm a bad person... maybe I should have been nicer to someone, or I shouldn't have been mad at someone, or I should have done more to help someone.  It's so frustrating that we'll never know why we had to go through this, while other more undeserving women get to keep their babies.  I'm so sorry you had to listen to that.  After a while, you just become numb.  :(

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  • angelsnightangelsnight member

    I'm so sorry, it sounds like we're having similar days (see my post above).  It is very unfair, I often wonder why this happened to me.  Big hugs to you!

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