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Up at it again today..long thoughts

fouadifouadi
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Trying to get a few things done, like finding a burial place. I just wish things could be like they were/ normal. I have 8 weeks to get things together. I have come to terms that they will not be around, but will always be mine and one day be someone  brothers. I loved those little guys more than the world. They came at a time in my life when I needed them most, they were the most perfect angels. They came breathing and moving, but a few weeks shy of being able to breathe with a machine. Sometimes I wonder were  they a sneak preview of what is to come. I learned so much thru this journey, The one thing I do know is God does not make mistakes. I do know things could have been so much worse. I could have taking bouncing babies home and 10 days later something could have happened and I couldn't live with that. Instead they were housed in my body, only have smelled me, have only heard my voice and were all mine. I gather so much strength from that. I will still prepare there room because my angels would want to see it complete. I took some things back because after being with them I am sure they would have laughed about those items. Well this is how my day is looking. How about yours?
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Re: Up at it again today..long thoughts

  • shandorfml2shandorfml2 member
    I'm glad you are finding some comfort. I find it comforting to do things that remind me of my daughter, and keep her memory alive in our home. I'm getting a memorial necklace from J4J on etsy. We also have dried flowers from her funeral we're going to use to make collages or frame with her pictures. GL finding a burial site. It's emotional and can be frustrating.

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