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TTC After a Loss
Serenla
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I've been pretty good since the crazy lady on Tuesday but I could use an ear right now.
I have been doing really well with the loss up until last night. When I was driving home I was, not literally, hit with a mack truck carrying boxes full of grief to ulgy cry town. I think part of it is lack of sleep and the other part is I realized I would have found out the baby's gender this week and it kills me a little.
Today I have to go in for what I hope will be my last beta draw but I get some lovely choices as to where I get to go. I can go to the clinic where we had the US that confirmed the loss, the clinic where I had my d and c, or lastly the clinic that had the crazy nurse who asked me if I was sure I had a mc. It's been about 7 weeks of draws and every Friday I get to pick, woo hoo.
Ugh at least I get a half day today so I can go home and take a nap. I also donated some money to tiny heartbeats which makes me feel a little better. I promise next time I will give you guys pics of yummy food next time I rant but I'm mobile now so I can't.
PAL Sep challenge George Takei 
I could use an ear
Serenla
member
I've been pretty good since the crazy lady on Tuesday but I could use an ear right now.
I have been doing really well with the loss up until last night. When I was driving home I was, not literally, hit with a mack truck carrying boxes full of grief to ulgy cry town. I think part of it is lack of sleep and the other part is I realized I would have found out the baby's gender this week and it kills me a little.
Today I have to go in for what I hope will be my last beta draw but I get some lovely choices as to where I get to go. I can go to the clinic where we had the US that confirmed the loss, the clinic where I had my d and c, or lastly the clinic that had the crazy nurse who asked me if I was sure I had a mc. It's been about 7 weeks of draws and every Friday I get to pick, woo hoo.
Ugh at least I get a half day today so I can go home and take a nap. I also donated some money to tiny heartbeats which makes me feel a little better. I promise next time I will give you guys pics of yummy food next time I rant but I'm mobile now so I can't.
PAL Sep challenge George Takei Started dating in 5/9/05, Married 6/25/11
Started TTC Feb 2013, BFP #1 3/4/13 EDD 11/10/13. MMC 4/9/13 D&C 4/22/13.
BFP #2 7/17/13, EDD 3/29/14 ended in a CP on 7/22/13.
BFP#3 8/19/13 EDD 5/3/14 Nerdling was born 4/29/14, welcome little one!
All AL welcome.
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Re: I could use an ear
Married August 2012. Me: 41 DH: 42
Daughter from previous marriage: 20
BFP 12/19/12: Ectopic discovered at 8 weeks, right tube removed 01/18/13
June 2013 Testing Results: Progesterone: 31.7, LH: 5, FSH: 5, Estradiol: 161
Clomid cycles Nov. 2013 and Jan, Feb, and March 2014
TTC journey over as of the end of October 2014
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BFP with #1 (twins!) 11/18/2011 - missed m/c at 8weeks3days; d&c 1/19/2012; myomectomy to remove 18cm+,10cm & 5cm fibroids 4/2012; TTC again 7/2012; BFP #2 (twins) 11/13/2012; missed m/c at 7weeks;
BFP #3: baby girl born 3/5/2014
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BFP# 1 7/7/12 Beautiful DD born still at 36 weeks 5 days on 3/2/13
Diagnosed with PCOS in 2005. Started Metformin July 2013
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married my best friend 10/04/08, TTC since July 2012
BFP#1 Thanksgiving 11/22/12, mo-mo twins(one sac), traditional EDD 7/27/13, EDD due to risk 6/15/13
mmc Angel 2/7/13 @ 15w3d, mmc Aubrey 2/13/13 @ 16w2d, D&E 2/16/13
BFP#2 9/21/13, EDD 6/2/14, DD born 5/17/14
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TTC since March 2012
BFP #1 1/29/13, EDD 10/9/13
BFP #3 8/11/14 EDD 4/22/14
(((huggs)))
hope this is your last beta draw. do something good for yourself today. you deserve it. im glad your donation made you feel a little better. go home and enjoy your nap and start the weekend off right.
Me:39, DH:40
DD born 8/96, DS born 8/04
TTC#3
NTNP since 2006, active trying 1/13
Natural M/C 3/13 at 7 weeks
CP 2/14
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Donating to Tiny Heartbeats is awesome. I just learned about the org from Jordy on PgAL, and it sounds like an incredible organization. The kindness of strangers reminds me that this world can be good.
BFP on Mar. 4, 2013, DX with MMC (blighted ovum) at 8 weeks, D&C
TTC again as of May 2013
BFP on June 24, 2013, EED March 12, 2014
Diagnosed with endometriosis, PCOS, heterozygous MTHFR and positive for ANA
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I AM SO WITH YOU!!! Bad day for me too!!!
First of all I am so so sorry. I have to say you are not alone. I had my loss back in Feb. I have been doing great, and we are TTC again since last month. Well today, I broke down.
A friend of mine who has been great helping be through my loss via email, FB since she is an hour away also had a few losses so she can relate. One was after 1 trimester.
Well she just emailed me today to tell me her surprise. She is 14 weeks. I am so happy for her but I figured it out and she got pregnant a week after I had my loss. I am so upset. I have been crying for the past 1/2 hr. I have been so good these past months and yesterday was the last day of school for the summer and we are TTC again this week.
I am hanging out with the animals watching NCIS marathon since it is raining. I so so know what you are going through. I have not cried like this is so long, I thought that I would be ok. I have also had a few other friends have babies the past few weeks and some are pregnant. I feel like I cant get away from it.
I have been so good except today when this certain friend told me she was.
We will get there, I know we will. Let me know if you need to vent some more, I will give you an ear or two!!!
So many hugs for you right now!
BFP #1: EDD 12.28.12 - MC @ 6w3d | BFP #2: EDD 11.15.13 - D&C @ 12w4d
BFP #3: Superbaby born 4.5.14 | Just When You Least Expect It...
I might have been thinking of that when I was posting. Comedy makes me feel better and I love that movie!
Meet up for ice cream and hugs. Sounds like a good time.
BFP # 1 - 12/19/09 EDD 08/27/10 - D&C 1/26/10 @ 9w5d
BFP # 2 - 06/05/10 EDD 02/17/11, DS1 born on 2/14/11
BFP # 3 - 04/10/13 EDD 12/21/13 - D&C 05/15/13 @ 8w4d
BFP # 4 - 07/27/13 EDD 04/08/14 - CP 07/29/13
BFP # 5 - 09/14/13 EDD 05/28/14, DS2 born on 5/22/14
Oh hun I'm sorry big ::hugs:: for you as well. I'm at the clinic now but an NCIS marathon sounds like a good idea. Who is your favourite character?
~Amanda
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BFP #1, 3/12, EDD 11/9/12, MMC 3/27/12, D&C 4/10/12
BFP #2: 11/16/12, EDD 7/25/13, MMC 12/5/12, D&C 12/6/12, Complete molar pregnancy confirmed 2/9/13, benched for 6 months until August 2013
IUI #1, 8/16/13 Femara + Menopur, 3 mature follicles, BFN
IUI #3, 10/8/13 Femara + Menopur, six mature follicles, BFN
BFP #3, 12/9/2013, while on treatment break, EDD: 8/22/2014 Please stick and grow, LO!
Additional Dx: hypothyroidism, TgAb positive & anti-TPO positive, POR/DOR (2/2013), and suspected endometriosis
******All AL always welcome******
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I went to my draw and for the first time the nurse looked me in the eye and told me she was sorry for my loss, that helped but I almost lost it there. ::hugs:: thanks for the well wishes and hugs, I'm going to the bank and then pass out when I get home. Wooo what a wild child I am.
BFP#1 9/5/12, MMC, MC confirmed 10/9/12,
D&C 12/12/12 BFP#2 7/30/13, EDD 4/12/14, DS born 4/14/14
I'm giving you both of my ears, and a few more. I'm sorry you're having such a rough day. Some days are harder than others, for sure. Feel what you need to feel when you need to feel it. (((HUGS))) to you!
Natural miscarriage @ 8 weeks - 3/8/2005
Big Brother "Skippy" born - 2/28/2007
Missed miscarriage - (EDD 3/5/2013) - D&E @ 11 weeks - 8/8/2012
"Hen" (EDD 6/7/2013) - born sleeping @ 19 weeks - 1/15/2013
"G-Unit" born - 4/14/2014 and he's 100% perfection!!
Thanks again ladies, you're so awesome.
All this and extra (((HUGS)))
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BFP#2 12/2/12 EDD 8/26/13; No heartbeat at 6w6d on 1/4/13; D&C 1/5/13
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Oh man that is tough. Love Gibbs and all of them. Love Abby and McGee. Oh Tony!!! Zeva. So hard. Lol
נשמה שבאה לעולם למספר חודשים לשהות במעי האם, היא נשמת צדיק גמור שבאה לעולם רק לתקן פגם קטן ולאחר מספר חודשים אלו היא שבה למקומה לגן עדן להתענג על ה'. לעתיד לבוא נשמה זו תוכר באחד מבנייך ובזכות נשמת צדיק זה תזכי להיות במחיצת צדיקים
TTC Since September 2011
BFP#1:Dec.1.11 EDD:Aug.09.12 MC:Jan.11.12 (9WK5D)-Natural
BFP#2:Apr.18.12 EDD:Dec.21.12 MC:May.1.12 (6WK3D)-D&C
BFP#3:Sep.12.12 - Suspected CP | BFP#4:Dec.1.12 - Suspected CP
BFP#5: Dec.26.12 EDD:Sep.10.13 MC:Jan.7.13 (4WK6D)-Natural
BFP#6: Jun.11.13 EDD:Feb.23.13 Beta: #1=8000 #2=24532 US@6wk2d showed 7wk2d size with 143BPM HR * NT US@12wk6d looked good. A/S passed with flying colors and our team color is Blue! *Grow my little Pamplemousse*!!!