Give up? Edit!!!

Kaselleck · June 2013

After reading my post, does anyone think the growth is possible???

My lining shrunk to a 4!!! Down from a 7 and some change Friday. How is that been possible? Its not like I can just transfer when my lining gets thick bc I need progesterone support. I don't understand how to get my body on board. Today is a day where giving up seems like the logical and most unfair choice to make. Seriously FML.

I did neupogen wash today and again Thursday but I'm sure my Saturday transfer is going to be cancelled. How could it not?

kimberm0511 · June 2013

Ugh...I am so sorry to hear this. IF is so unfair. Maybe you don't need to give up...but take a little break. I'll be thinking about you and praying for you.

AprilDrew04 · June 2013

kimberm0511:
Ugh...I am so sorry to hear this. IF is so unfair. Maybe you don't need to give up...but take a little break. I'll be thinking about you and praying for you.

I agree, maybe a short break will help. I'm sure it can't hurt. What does your RE suggest about this? I totally sympathize with the body not cooperating. It's so frustrating.

Kaselleck · June 2013

When I go back on Thursday, I have lots of questions. I I'm cancelled I'm sure I will take a month off treatments at least. If nothing else but to enjoy summer. My body sucks. This will be the fifth time I'm cancelled because my lining sucks. But it's never been this bad. After all my meds, I've always been around a six. I couldn't believe my ears. The ultrasound tech was a temp an she measured once and was like it is what it is when I asked her to measure again. I didn't like her one but. Supposedly this neupogen can work wonders. I'll believe it when I see it.

I want to hide under my covers for the rest of the day

tryingyetagain · June 2013

I'm so sorry. That is really unfair. I'm not sure what the neupogen wash is, but hopefully it helps the lining thicken back up. I have everything crossed for you.

KristyLynn26 · June 2013

I'm so so sorry. IF is so unfair. Try to hang in there. My last IVF cycle was headed toward being cancelled because of really really poor response and somehow my body caught back up and it wasn't. FX!

74dragonfly · June 2013

I'm so sorry!

Kaselleck · June 2013

Thanks everyone. My re isn't giving up this cycle just yet. Part of me wonders if the measurement was inaccurate but that might be my denial. I just feel so down in the dumps. Waiting months to try and get to another transfer seems daunting. Im just so tired

mlamping · June 2013

So sorry! Break worked for us. Sending you hugs!

HairStylinWifey · June 2013

I'm so sorry. The limbo before a cancellation is just the absolute worst. I think we all understand feeling weary and tired and just wanting to give up. That's a perfectly natural response to everything we're having to deal with. It's all so hard.