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Emotional weekend

littleredfishlittleredfish member
in May 2012 Moms

This weekend is going to be a roller coaster of emotion for me. Today DD goes for her cake smash photo shoot, then we have to take my corgi to his vet appointment for his euthanasia. I'm really not ready for that but I know if I put it off now, we will keep putting it off over and over and it will only get harder to come to terms with.

Then tomorrow is DD's birthday party. my family is coming down and friends are coming to the house for a BBQ. I can't believe she's going to be 1 year old on Tuesday. I'm just emotionally exhausted. I went to bed last night at 9:30. I don't even know how I'm feeling at this very moment as I'm here baking her smash cake, feeding my corgi some of the leftover batter.

Sigh. Give me strength.

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  • GromMomGromMom member
    I wish I could give you a hug! So sorry about your doggie, but it is for the right reasons. Stay strong!
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  • stoneycakesstoneycakes member
    I'm so sorry about your dog, littleredfish.  Hopefully your busy weekend will keep your mind off it and you will have some fun. It's so hard to lose a pet. Hugs.
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  • najzomaxnajzomax member

    I agree that y should take a picture of your with your dog. I wish I had one of me and my dog :(

    you will always miss him but it will get easier.

     Big big hug! 

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  • bellelambbellelamb member
    Sorry you have to say good bye to your fur baby! But yay for bday parties and cakes. I will pray for emotional strength for you.
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  • littleredfishlittleredfish member

    Thanks ladies. So far I've only broken down 1 1/2 times. I say a half because I was half crying half laughing at her photo shoot. I think the photographer might be afraid to work with me in the future.

    I had my tearful goodbye with my boy and hopefully tomorrow will come easier. I'm trying to keep busy with birthday prep and not acknowledge he's not laying at my feet and won't anymore. I get teary-eyed thinking about it but still able to keep myself together. I don't want tomorrow to be about anything but my sweet girl.

    Thanks for your thoughts and prayers. It's hard because I feel like there was an element of failure on our part here with him. I just need to get over that so I can move on.

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  • stemms8810stemms8810 member
    I am very sorry about your dog.  You will be having a very emotional weekend.  That's a lot to take in within a couple days.  I was emotional as my LO's birthday and party was approaching.  I am even putting off getting his first hair cut because that's one more milestone that he is getting older :(
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