Hello everyone. I don't know how it came back but it hit me like a wave out of no where. I was doing so well and yeah I felt sad here and there but with all the stress and drama around where I live, I got sent home from work today (due to it being slow), and I've been sitting in my room all day drawing and I just slowly slumped into a deep sadness... I've been having a hard time dealing with my SO and I been separated (due to work he has to live about 3 hours away) and I have about 2-3 weeks until we have our second daughter..... Theres just too much going on in my head but not enough going on in the real world to keep me occupied and take my mind off things. My SO texted me before he went to bed and him just saying hi brought me to tears. IDK how to deal with everything....
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Re: PPD Kicking My Butt.....(Vent)
I have a therapist that specializes in PPD and I've been seeing her every week but it doesnt seem to be helping it just makes me sadder. I hate telling people about my depression because then they start poking and prodding asking if they think I am in a safe mental state to care for a child and if I ever think about harming myself.... When my daughter (and little one in the belly) and their dad are the only things keeping me sane right now.....
I hate when people don't know the difference between PPD and postpartum psychosis.