After our beta limbo we finally had an ultrasound today. The baby was in the uterus but measuring only 5weeks 1 day. I am 6 weeks 5 days according to my calculations. The RE has zero hope at this point. I refused methotrexate and a dc at this point. I have just seen too many stories about being behind and everything being ok. I am so emotionally drained at this point.
Married 8/14/10 *
TTC since Aug 2010 *
Met with RE in Feb 2012 *
DH: low motility, low sperm count, elevated FSH *
Me: Stage 4 Endometriosis *
Laparotomy to remove endo in May 2012 *
June 2012 - DH on Rx to hopefully increase count/quality *
Re-tested sperm 10/22/12, count/quality have both dropped *
IVF #1 w/ICSI * Transferred 2 beautiful embryos on 2/18/13 * Beta #1 3/1/13 - 636!!! Beta #2 3/3/13 - 1796!!! First ultrasound scheduled for 3/18/13
8/09 - Started TTC #2 11/10 - BFP! 12/10 - MC (Chemical Pregnancy) 2/11 - IUI #1 with clomid & trigger = BFN 5/11- Switched to a Fertility Specialist, Dx with low progesterone and annovulatory, several rounds of clomid = BFN's 4/12 - Exploratory Lap, Dx Stage III endo 5/12 - 7/12 - Lupron injections to suppress AF and reduce scar tissue 8/12 - Surgery to remove tissue, uterus and tubes clear! 9/12-12/12 - More BFN's! 1/13 - Referred to an RE 2/13 - IUI #1 with injects and new RE = BFN 3/13 - 4/13 - Break due to cysts 5/13 - IUI #2 with injects (125ml bravelle + trigger) = BFP!!! EDD - 1/23/14
Hoping its a late implanter. T&P to you and your DH.
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Started TTC June 2011Cycles #1-10 = BFNCycle #11: 100 mg Clomid + TI =BFNReferred to RE March 2012HSG all clear, FSH = 13, Prolactin = 28, S/A = greatApril 2012 MRI to check for brain tumor due to elevated Prolactin = clearJune 2012 Hysteroscopy to remove uterine polyps and partial septateJuly 2012 IUI #1 7/7/12 = BFNAugust 2012 IUI #2.1 Cancelled due to early/missed ovulation = BFNSeptember 2012 Forced break due to one huge cyst October 2012 IUI #2.2 = BFNNovember 2012 Begin BCPs for IVF #1December 2012 IVF #1 = Delayed due to cyst. Start stims 12/22January 2013 ER: 1/2, 14R, 10M, 9FET: 1/7 Transferred 1 "Perfect" blast! 4 frosties!Beta #1: 99 BFP! #2: 227 #3: 584 #4: 3,020Baby Boy born September 25, 2013
I'm so sorry. I know all too well what you are going through. Hopefully you have a little miracle in there.
TTC #3 (#1 for DH) since September 2011. DX: Unexplained infertility with possible cervical factor.
May 2012 did clomid with IUI - BFN
August 2012 IUI #2 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN
September 2012 IUI #3 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN
October 2012 IUI #4 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN
November/December 2012 IVF/ICSI #1 Retrieved 12 eggs, 8 fertilized. Transferred 1 beautiful embryo and 5 made it to freeze. Got my BFP!
January 2013 u/s showed empty gestational sac.
FET cycle April 2013. Transferred 2 5 day embryos. BFP!!!!! 2 heartbeats!!!! EDD: 12/27/13
I'm so, so sorry that you're going through all this
dx with anovulatory PCOS 2005
off bcp 11/11
a few rounds of clomid and femara... no response.
injectables/IUI 12/12... BFN
Feb 13 IVF cycle converted down to IUI due to low follicle response... BFFN
one last IVF attempt April/May 2013: 19 retrieved. 10 fertilized. 2 transferred in a 3dt. 4 frosties... BFP!!
EDD: 1/21/14... Induced early at 36+6. Our little girl was born 12/30/13
Good things come in small packages- being small =/= bad.
I'm so sorry that you have to go through this & can't imagine how hard it is. Good job standing up for yourself and your decision. Whatever needs to happen will. And we're all here for you either way.
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I think you did the right thing by refusing the shot and the d&c because you will always be wondering what if. I am hoping that it is just pokey. Sending you lots of thoughts and prayers.
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Re: XP Losing Hope
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5/07 - DD conceived naturally cycle #1
8/09 - Started TTC #2
11/10 - BFP!
12/10 - MC (Chemical Pregnancy)
2/11 - IUI #1 with clomid & trigger = BFN
5/11- Switched to a Fertility Specialist, Dx with low progesterone and annovulatory, several rounds of
clomid = BFN's
4/12 - Exploratory Lap, Dx Stage III endo
5/12 - 7/12 - Lupron injections to suppress AF and reduce scar tissue
8/12 - Surgery to remove tissue, uterus and tubes clear!
9/12-12/12 - More BFN's!
1/13 - Referred to an RE
2/13 - IUI #1 with injects and new RE = BFN
3/13 - 4/13 - Break due to cysts
5/13 - IUI #2 with injects (125ml bravelle + trigger) = BFP!!!
EDD - 1/23/14
dx with anovulatory PCOS 2005
off bcp 11/11
a few rounds of clomid and femara... no response.
injectables/IUI 12/12... BFN
Feb 13 IVF cycle converted down to IUI due to low follicle response... BFFN
one last IVF attempt April/May 2013: 19 retrieved. 10 fertilized. 2 transferred in a 3dt. 4 frosties... BFP!!
EDD: 1/21/14... Induced early at 36+6. Our little girl was born 12/30/13
surprise pregnancy with baby #2! EDD: 8/30/16
Good things come in small packages- being small =/= bad.
I'm so sorry that you have to go through this & can't imagine how hard it is. Good job standing up for yourself and your decision. Whatever needs to happen will. And we're all here for you either way.
So sorry to hear that:(
Thinking of you...