I had my first scan this morning at 12 wks 5 days and they found a sac but no baby. It's classed as a phantom pregnancy as everything was there and progressing as normal, except there was just no baby. I'm booked for a dc next Friday. Obviously DH and I are devastated but we are keen to move on and try again in a few months.
Thanks for all the laughs and good times ladies. I hope your dec 13 babies are all bouncy, healthy and beautiful.
Emily and Brad; married 12/27/08
began TTC 10/2011
BFP#1 12/9/11 (EDD 8/13/12)- our sweet little girl diagnosed with Turner's Syndrome and large cystic hygroma 2/2/12; D&E at 16 weeks 2/24/12
began TTCAL 8/12
BFP#2 10/28/12 (EDD 7/6/13)- cp at 5 weeks 11/5/12
BFP#3 12/4/12 (EDD 8/12/13)- cp at 5 weeks 12/14/12
2012 was a bust... here's to 2013
blood work normal (1/2013)... HSG normal (2/2013)
5 cycles of "TTC" - 3 intentional, 2 not so intentional. 5 BFPs. My rainbow arrived 10/15/14. TFMC 08.02.13 at 19+ weeks. Everyday I grieve for my little Olive.
Oh gosh I'm sorry for your loss. That must be tough since you were so far along. I hope you are able to get pregnant fast and have a happy healthy pregnancy in the near future.
Thanks ladies. It's just such a wierd situation. We're putting in a complaint about the us technician as she was extremely unprofessional. She concluded after 10 seconds there was no baby and simply said "there's a sac but no baby so I'm going to call the dr". By this she meant she was going to spend the next 2 mins writing notes while I bawled to my DH. She then literally threw us out back into the waiting room, which was full of women waiting for scans. I was still bawling and she didn't even give us 5 mins to get ourselves together. She just gave us some vague directions I the other side of the hospital and said the dr was expecting us. Absolutely no compassion whatsoever.
When we found the ward, they left us in the public waiting room for 15 mins with other people and children, even though we were visibly devastated. Then the dr eventually came out and asked me why I was upset and why I'd been sent to him. We told him to check his notes! Then he asked how many weeks pregnant I was and I was so mad by then i just shouted "we'll you'd know I'm not pregnant anymore if you checked your notes". This was all in the public waiting room.
Then he kept leaving the room and leaving the door wide open onto the waiting room so everyone could see in. I was told to think about whether I wanted to wait for it to pass, or if I wanted to book in for d and c and to call back when i decided. I did 2 hours later and they'd already lost my file.
I hope nobody has to go through this and if you do get bad news at any point, i truly hope you're treated like humans and not inconvenient cattle like DH and I.
Thanks ladies. It's just such a wierd situation. We're putting in a complaint about the us technician as she was extremely unprofessional. She concluded after 10 seconds there was no baby and simply said "there's a sac but no baby so I'm going to call the dr". By this she meant she was going to spend the next 2 mins writing notes while I bawled to my DH. She then literally threw us out back into the waiting room, which was full of women waiting for scans. I was still bawling and she didn't even give us 5 mins to get ourselves together. She just gave us some vague directions I the other side of the hospital and said the dr was expecting us. Absolutely no compassion whatsoever.
When we found the ward, they left us in the public waiting room for 15 mins with other people and children, even though we were visibly devastated. Then the dr eventually came out and asked me why I was upset and why I'd been sent to him. We told him to check his notes! Then he asked how many weeks pregnant I was and I was so mad by then i just shouted "we'll you'd know I'm not pregnant anymore if you checked your notes". This was all in the public waiting room.
Then he kept leaving the room and leaving the door wide open onto the waiting room so everyone could see in. I was told to think about whether I wanted to wait for it to pass, or if I wanted to book in for d and c and to call back when i decided. I did 2 hours later and they'd already lost my file.
I hope nobody has to go through this and if you do get bad news at any point, i truly hope you're treated like humans and not inconvenient cattle like DH and I.
I am so very sorry for your loss AND how you were treated. It amazes me how someone in that position could treat someone going through what you are going through in that manner. It's just plain wrong. I had a very similar experience with my mc, except I was alone and they had me sit in a small closet-room until they could contact my doctor. It made me feel so much worse and again, I am sorry you were not treated with the compassion you deserve. I hope you are able to put that experience behind you and allow yourself to grieve. I am thinking of you.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your DH. Im so sorry you had to go through this is such a rough way. Im hoping for a speedy physical recovery and a healthy pregnancy before you know it. And I hope you are now able to get the emotional healing you both need. hugs
I'm so very sorry. I know how hard it is to go through this but I can only imagine how much harder it would be when you were treated so poorly. Shame on them. Please take some time to grieve your loss. It sucks!!!
"Happiness is like a butterfly; the more you chase it the more it will elude you but if u turn your attention to other things it will come & sit softly on your shoulder."
BFP! 04/26/11 - DS born 12/28/11 - BFP #2! 04/02/13 - DD born 12/11/13 - My Ovulation Chart
Re: Sad news
DD #2: EDD July 2016
Emily and Brad; married 12/27/08
began TTC 10/2011
BFP#1 12/9/11 (EDD 8/13/12)- our sweet little girl diagnosed with Turner's Syndrome and large cystic hygroma 2/2/12; D&E at 16 weeks 2/24/12
began TTCAL 8/12
BFP#2 10/28/12 (EDD 7/6/13)- cp at 5 weeks 11/5/12
BFP#3 12/4/12 (EDD 8/12/13)- cp at 5 weeks 12/14/12
2012 was a bust... here's to 2013
blood work normal (1/2013)... HSG normal (2/2013)
Emma Kate - born 10.16.03 @ 29 weeks, weighed 1lb 13oz and 13.5" long.
TTC #3
TFMC 08.02.13 at 19+ weeks. Everyday I grieve for my little Olive.
DS born Dec 10, 2013
When we found the ward, they left us in the public waiting room for 15 mins with other people and children, even though we were visibly devastated. Then the dr eventually came out and asked me why I was upset and why I'd been sent to him. We told him to check his notes! Then he asked how many weeks pregnant I was and I was so mad by then i just shouted "we'll you'd know I'm not pregnant anymore if you checked your notes". This was all in the public waiting room.
Then he kept leaving the room and leaving the door wide open onto the waiting room so everyone could see in. I was told to think about whether I wanted to wait for it to pass, or if I wanted to book in for d and c and to call back when i decided. I did 2 hours later and they'd already lost my file.
I hope nobody has to go through this and if you do get bad news at any point, i truly hope you're treated like humans and not inconvenient cattle like DH and I.
I am so very sorry for your loss AND how you were treated. It amazes me how someone in that position could treat someone going through what you are going through in that manner. It's just plain wrong.
I had a very similar experience with my mc, except I was alone and they had me sit in a small closet-room until they could contact my doctor. It made me feel so much worse and again, I am sorry you were not treated with the compassion you deserve.
I hope you are able to put that experience behind you and allow yourself to grieve. I am thinking of you.
A little bit about me...
Married my awesome guy on 12/27/08
DD Lucy Rae born on 11/16/2010
Loss #1: November 29, 2012 at 8w1d
Loss #2: June 9, 2013 at 13w (Amelia Grace)
BFP #4: We are having a BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Peter Matthew was born on July 16, 2014!!! Welcome to our family!
"If anyone asks me how many children I have, the answer is 4. Just two of them live in Heaven."
*All are welcome in my posts*BFP #1 - 07-15-12; Natural MC 07-18-12
BFP #2 - 09-29-12; U/S showed baby stopped growing @ 5wks 4days - 10-30-12; D&C - 10-31-12
BFP #3 - 04-10-13; Third time is a charm... Stick, baby, stick!!!
"Happiness is like a butterfly; the more you chase it the more it will elude you but if u turn your attention to other things it will come & sit softly on your shoulder."
BFP! 04/26/11 - DS born 12/28/11 - BFP #2! 04/02/13 - DD born 12/11/13 -
My Ovulation Chart