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Totally losing my mind
I am 14 dpo. I've taken 2 pg tests, both negative. No sign of AF, expected her yesterday. This is our last month trying. The emotional rollercoaster of it all has become too much for me. Obviously, since I sit here at 14 dpo searching other peoples charts on FF to see charts with neg tests before + ones and late +'s.
Officially a basket case. I can't decide if I should hope for a miracle or just wish that AF would get here already so I can have a glass of wine.
Thank you for listening.
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Re: Totally losing my mind
Me:36 DH:38 TTC#1 since 4/2012
Me DX: Hashimotos,Hypothyroid, DOR, MTHFR, DH: normal
IUI #1-#4 BFNs and a few cancelled cycles in the mix.
- poor responder
***Suprise BFP on 6/13/13. Natural MC @6wks 3days
IVF#1 and 2- Cancelled due to no response on max stimms
FET 5/20- BFP
1st Beta- 641
2nd beta- 2166
Sono- TWINS!!!!
Two Boys! Born January 2015 @36 weeks. Healthy and no NICU! So blessed!
I'm so sorry you're getting BFNs. My LP has typically been only 11 days, but my last two cycles I all of a sudden had 14 and 15 day LPs which messed with my mind horribly - there's nothing worse than being 'late' and testing thinking it's got to be BFP but not. I truly hope this isn't the case for you and that you'll get your BFP and soon!! ((hugs))
Married August 2012. Me: 41 DH: 42
Daughter from previous marriage: 20
BFP 12/19/12: Ectopic discovered at 8 weeks, right tube removed 01/18/13
June 2013 Testing Results: Progesterone: 31.7, LH: 5, FSH: 5, Estradiol: 161
Clomid cycles Nov. 2013 and Jan, Feb, and March 2014
TTC journey over as of the end of October 2014
TTCAL BLOG
All ALers welcome!
Having just come to the same end myself last week, I can completely sympathize, and feel your pain, I just looked at your chart did AF come? I am so sorry I wish you well in your journey if this is the end for you, I wish you peace. IF is a total B***h and unfair.
My Ovulation Chart
Me: 41 DH: 46. We are TTC our 1st, started July '11,
3 cycles clomid with Ob,
1 cycle Tamoxifen with Ob,
Diagnosed PCOS 11/5/12
clomid, trigger & timed bd 12/12 BFN
1st clomid IUI 1/4/13 BFN.
2nd clomid IUI 2/13 cancelled didn't respond to clomid.
3/15/13 scheduled laparoscopy & on bcp.
May 10 IUI from injectibles - BFN
May 22 done with interventions it will either happen or it won't.
February 2014 No longer actively trying, but not preventing.
SURPISE BFP 4/2/2015!!!!!!!!!!
Miscarriage 4/23/15