I feel like I'm at a crossroads in my life. DS is 4 months old tomorrow and he's been sick for nearly 2 months (since he started DC). He most likely has allergies and asthma, time will tell. I'm a single mom. My family is 3 hours away and I don't have many friends. I haven't seen or heard from most of my friends since DS was born. Seems like the only friend I have left is my coworker and she has been so wonderful and an amazing support. DS's dad isn't any help. He doesn't see DS much and never asks about him. I'm honestly shocked at his behavior but that's another story. So anyway, I've been considering moving closer to my family. It's been weighing on me a lot lately. My parents are retired and would love the opportunity to keep DS while I work. (I know I can't keep him away from everything but DC seems to be taking a toll on his health. We have his 4 month check up today so I am going to discuss options with the doctor.) I have a decent job but no real opportunities for advancement. My company has another facility close to my parents home and I have worked there as well. So it's possible I could transfer or get a different job there. Basically, there's nothing really holding me here except DS's dad. I want him in DS's life but he isn't making much effort and it seems like all we do is fight. I know I'm exhausted right now so I'm not making any decisions. I'm going to see how the summer goes and re-evaluate later. I know I need to do what is best for DS and myself but I just don't know what that is right now. Any advice?
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We are already living in different states...we both live on the state lines within an hour of each other. If I moved he would be about 4 hours away.
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All of this. Good luck!
I agree with this exactly. You're amazing, and you need some support and backup.
I love his DC, I don't think it's really their fault he's been so sick. They can only do so much and I know kids will share germs. I had terrible allergies as a kid. I had to take shots every week for years. I finally outgrew it as an adult, mostly. I just hate seeing him sick and I want to do what is best for him.
Thanks ladies for all your input. I have a hard time asking for help, even from my family. I can't really talk to them about it and get unbiased feedback. They have been wanting me to move for months. I'm going to keep an eye open for jobs at the other facility. Hopefully something good will come open and that will make my decision easier. This is not a conversation I look forward to having with DS's dad.
I'm with this. We don't currently live close to family because of DH's job. We do okay because we have great friends to help out when needed, but I would give anything to have family (mine or DH's) close by. Hopefully my mom is going to move up close to us in the next few months.
Anyway, if you can make it work with your job, I say go for it. If dad isn't involved (and it doesn't sound like he really is) then you need to get support where you can.