Another loss
jasnem
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Looks like this is ANOTHER chemical pregnancy. Sometimes life just sucks.
Actually, I'm taking this loss surprisingly well (so far). I think I didn't really let myself get too excited about it b/c of our last loss.
I feel like I'm going insane because the only evidence that I was pregnant was the home pregnancy tests I took. Nothing on the u/s at all.
I have completely sworn off early pregnancy tests. I am no longer testing until a week after my expected period (I have long cycles). It would be better to not even know than to start dreaming.
On the one hand, I'm glad my body doesn't have to go through all the pain of a later miscarriage. No cramps or anything either time, but still... this sucks.
Just gotta go through all the blood draws again... sigh...
Re: Another loss
my read shelf:
BFP #2 03/08/11 EDD 11/16/11 DD Born on 11/04/11
BFP #3 08/29/12 EDD 05/06/13 M/C on 08/30/12
BFP #4 11/01/12 EDD 07/09/2013 M/C on 12/28/12
BFP #5 04/30/13 EDD 01/03/14 DS Born on 01/02/14
BFP #6 01/11/15 EDD 09/22/15 M/C 03/09/15
11.2011 - DS1
02.2013 - loss at 6 wks
06.2014 - DS2
10.2015 - loss at 12 wks
03.2017 - DD
Baby Boy #2 is on the way!