I just introduced myself on sunday. Today and very unexpectedly MH passed away. I have my soon to be 1 yr old son and am now a widow single mother without any fathomable idea how the heck I'm going to do all of this.
I am so sorry for you loss. Keeping you and your family in my prayers.
Lean on family and friends for help whenever you need it. Take time for yourself and know it's okay cry. You will find an inner strength you never knew you had. You can do this, but you don't have to do it alone.
I am so so sorry for your loss. I am sure that it must feel so unreal but you can do it, but right now just focus on yourself, your LO and use your support system as much as possible.
I am so very, very sorry. I cannot even imagine. Sending major T&P your way!!!
IF DX: DOR & Fragile X pre-mutation carrier
2011: FSH 13.3 & E 99; AMH 0.54
2nd FSH 6.2 E 40's AFC: 8
BFP from Clomid/IUI ~ Pre-e and IUGR during pregnancy ~ DS born 9/4/12
Feb./March 2013: AMH less than 0.16 (undectable) and AFC = 4; BFP from supps ~ DS#2 due May 2014
I put my baby to bed Wed night. Came out and found MH unresponsive on the floor. I did CPR until the ambulance got there. The hospital shocked his heart 3x. Long story short.... cat scans, EEGs and neuro testing found him to be completely brain dead. He was on a vent and not attempting any breaths on his own. The blood pressure meds were pumping his heart. He and I had worst case scenario discussions. When they stopped the blood pressure medications he was on 4 he passed within 45 seconds very peacefully.
I am so terribly sorry. There is a poster on the Parenting board, emkatarine, who lost her husband recently as well. It was a different situation--her husband had cancer--but she is a wonderful and strong woman and if you wanted to find her, you could head over to Parenting and page her.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope that you have a strong family and support system of friends that you can lean on. If there is anything you need, even just to vent we are here to listen and support.
I am so sorry for your loss. Death f-ing sucks. It just really, really sucks, and I am so sorry you have to know this pain. Your family is genuinely in my thoughts and prayers.
I am so sorry for your loss. I just lost my son, and I always wonder how life will go on. His death too was vert unexpected. If you ever want to talk, you can PM me. You and your son are in my thoughts and prayers.
Re: MH passed away this morning
I am so sorry for you loss. Keeping you and your family in my prayers.
Lean on family and friends for help whenever you need it. Take time for yourself and know it's okay cry. You will find an inner strength you never knew you had. You can do this, but you don't have to do it alone.
2011: FSH 13.3 & E 99; AMH 0.54 2nd FSH 6.2 E 40's AFC: 8
BFP from Clomid/IUI ~ Pre-e and IUGR during pregnancy ~ DS born 9/4/12
Feb./March 2013: AMH less than 0.16 (undectable) and AFC = 4;
BFP from supps ~ DS#2 due May 2014
May 2014 January Siggy Challenge:
I am so so sorry for your loss.
Please know that this board is a great group of women and you are welcome to vent/post/query anytime!
Married Bio * BFP Charts
Married DH 7/30/11
CSC arrived 5/7/12
CHC arrived 6/2/14
DS born Dec 10, 2013
BFP # 1 - 12/19/09 EDD 08/27/10 - D&C 1/26/10 @ 9w5d
BFP # 2 - 06/05/10 EDD 02/17/11, DS1 born on 2/14/11
BFP # 3 - 04/10/13 EDD 12/21/13 - D&C 05/15/13 @ 8w4d
BFP # 4 - 07/27/13 EDD 04/08/14 - CP 07/29/13
BFP # 5 - 09/14/13 EDD 05/28/14, DS2 born on 5/22/14
After 4 years, 3 failed IUIs and 2 failed IVFs our surprise miracle is here!
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TTC # 2 BFP 03/02/13 = CP, BFP 05/14/13 = CP, BFP 08/09/13 = CP
RPL testing = normal
TI Cycle #1, 50 clomid days 3-7, 150 iu Follistim days 8-11 = BFP! EDD May 22, 2014
Betas: 13 DPO = 79, 15 DPO = 149, 19 DPO = 788, 22 DPO = 2031