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CeCe8579CeCe8579 member
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Well I broke down and tested with a dollar store cheapie and another blue test and they were both negative so it looks like it was a false positive evaporation line. UGH! I guess the symptoms I'm having are all in my head and me over analyzing everything. I just want to give up. I can't stop crying. I'm tired of this. 7 years total trying, 5 true positive tests and one baby. I just don't know how much more I can take. I know I should be happy to have one child and I am but I want so desperately to give DD a sibling and SO a child. My body sucks and I hate IF! On that note, I'm taking a nap!
Carly
(Former UN: iloveshanej)

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  • shortjshortj
    I'm so sorry that it was negative!  I know exactly how you feel!  My DD just keeps getting older and older and the age gap just keeps increasing.  Hope you feel better soon!
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  • mlampingmlamping member
    So sorry! SIF sucks Best of luck in the future! 
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  • huskermamahuskermama member
    Sorry! Hugs!

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    8/09 - Started TTC #2
    11/10 - BFP!
    12/10 - MC (Chemical Pregnancy)
    2/11 - IUI #1 with clomid & trigger = BFN
    5/11- Switched to a Fertility Specialist, Dx with low progesterone and annovulatory, several rounds of
             clomid = BFN's
    4/12 - Exploratory Lap, Dx Stage III endo
    5/12 - 7/12 - Lupron injections to suppress AF and reduce scar tissue
    8/12 - Surgery to remove tissue, uterus and tubes clear!
    9/12-12/12 - More BFN's!
    1/13 - Referred to an RE
    2/13 - IUI #1 with injects and new RE = BFN
    3/13 - 4/13 - Break due to cysts
    5/13 - IUI #2 with injects (125ml bravelle + trigger) = BFP!!!
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  • jeannaqueenajeannaqueena member

    :( boo.

     

    I am so sorry!  Was hoping for a different update from you.   

    TTC#1: 14 months on our own (did HSG, b/w, SA);
    BFP on Cycle 14--TWINS! Identical twin boys stillborn at 19wks(1/9/10)
    3 break cycles; took clomid 50mg, BFP #2 Beta #1 35, Beta #2 338!!! Owen was born 2/11/11! 
    TTC#2: 4 cycles on clomid: BFNs
    BFP #3: Cycle #5 100mg clomid; beta #1 21; beta #2 6=CP 
    Cycle #6 break cycle TTC no meds=BFN
    Cycle #7: 150 clomid+ovidril+IUI=BFN (switched to RE)
    Cycle #8: follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle #9 Forced break due to cyst
    Cycle #10 follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle #11 follistem+ovidril+TI=BFN
    Cycle#12 Forced break due to cyst, went on BCP; did repeat HSG, Saline U/S
    Cycle #13 IVF: Follistim/Menapur ER 11-30 11 eggs, 5 mature, 4 fertilized and 3dt on 12-3; BFN
    Cycle #14: IVF#2 lupron/follistim/menopur ER 1-22, 19 eggs, 14 fertilized, 5dt on 1-27, BFP!! beta 1: 63, beta 2: 119; EDD 10-15-13; 1 frozen embie
    Miracle Surprise BFP, EDD 10-1-15; saw HB great Betas, 11weeks lost baby MC at home
    Moved forward with FET transfered solo frostie on 6-4-15, beta 1: 315, beta 2: 738, u/s showed one baby on track EDD 2-21-16
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  • tryingyetagaintryingyetagain member

    I am so sorry!  You said you were a late bloomer with hcg in a previous post, right?  Maybe there is still hope.

    I broke down and tested today too, at 11dpo.  BFN here too.  Ugh.

    ETA:  I just saw your other post with the photo of the FMU test.  It looks positive to me, but I guess the PPs have had issues with evaporation lines.  But there is a chance it was an early positive and all the brands will show it in a day or two.  I hope so!  Keep us posted!

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    1st Pregnancy: MC, 11/19/00.

    2nd Pregnancy: DS born 04/10/06.

    3rd Pregnancy: CP, 03/11.

    4th Pregnancy: MMC, D&C 11/30/11, Genetic testing revealed Trisomy 4.

    5th Pregnancy: Ectopic, 2 doses of Methotrexate unsuccessful, surgery 4/10/12, right tube removed.

    Tried Letrozole January 2013-July 2013 (including 2 IUIs), all BFN.  After 2 1/2 years of trying for child #2, decided to "give up" after July cycle, based on AMA.

    August 16, 2013:  BFP our first month of "not trying!"  Still in shock.  Beta #1 (14dpo): 183.  Beta #2 (17dpo):  611.  Ultrasound 8/30/13: baby measured 6 weeks, 1 day, heart rate of 118 bpm! 
    Ultrasound 9/13/13:  8 weeks, heart rate of 176!
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  • CeCe8579CeCe8579 member
    Thanks everyone! I'm hoping in a couple of days I will get a true positive but I am emotional drained.
    Carly
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  • mrsbnlmelmrsbnlmel member
    I'm so sorry. That sounds like a total roller coaster of emotions. I always want a nap when I get stressed like that! Hope you got one! I still really hope this is it for you as pp said. Fingers crossed! :)
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    Owen Matthew 11/1/2009 4lbs 10oz 16.5in
    Born 5 weeks early by C/S | Severe Pre-Eclampsia
    BFP #2 5/1/2011 | M/C @ 7 weeks | D&C 5/25/2011
    TTC #2 | HSG Clear | SA 2% Morph otherwise great
    3 failed Femara/TI cycles moving on to IUI
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  • 74dragonfly74dragonfly member
    I'm so sorry. I was hoping this was it. I will keep you in my prayers. Big big hugs!




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  • CeCe8579CeCe8579 member
    Thank you ladies! Still no BFP or AF. Today is my DD's state cheer competition so it will be fun and distracting!
    Carly
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  • Lauren79Lauren79 member
    I am so sorry.  Please keep us updated, hoping it's still early.

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    BFP 06.29.12 EDD 03.11.13 natural m/c 07.13.12
    BFP 09.22.12 EDD 05.31.13 natural m/c 10.07.12
    CP 11.09.12
    BFP 01.01.13 EDD 09.15.13 d&c 01.24.13

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