October 2012 Moms

See you ladies on the other side!

I might very well pop in a few more times today, but in case I don't I'm quite sure I won't be around tomorrow at all.  Today's our last day home **sniff**

I'm so overloaded with emotion.... we moved into this house with all these dreams and in some ways they happened and others they just collapsed.  We moved in, got pregnant just a few weeks later.  Set up a nursery, it was all a dream come true.  Then of course we lost Peyton.  Then a few months later I was pregnant again and terrified so we adopted a puppy, Biscuit, to distract me.... then he ended up with parvo and despite thousands of dollars and a week in the puppy hospital he didn't make it.  It was nothing compared to losing my son, but piled on top of one another that was a terribly dark time.  I was terrified I'd lose Raylan too because it just seemed like any life we tried to bring into this house didn't make it.  If we had moved right then I would have said good riddance.

Then Raylan was born and this house had life and laughter again.  It's been such a whirlwind here, such a roller coaster.  I think it will be a fresh start, moving forward... but man am I going to miss it.  

Sorry... that got long, just a lot process.  Anyways... I'll be in and out today, but tomorrow we'll be moving and won't have internet most of the day.   

 

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Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!

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Re: See you ladies on the other side!

  • Good luck with your move! fingers crossed it all goes smoothly!

                    
                   







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    I'm tearing up here at work. Wow. A home is so many more things than just a roof and a few walls. Good things are to come! What an adventure life is.
  • Moves are stressful and heartbreaking, especially when you are leaving behind a ton of memories like that.  I hope you enjoy your new place whenever you settle in, and just know that you'll be making some wonderful new memories there.

    Hugs!

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  • Aw I'm so sorry you had such a rough year, I can't even imagine going through all of that. I'm sure this move is bittersweet for you guys. I hope your new house [and your temporary house] is filled with tons of good memories! Good luck with the move!
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  • good luck with move!
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