I might very well pop in a few more times today, but in case I don't I'm quite sure I won't be around tomorrow at all. Today's our last day home **sniff**
I'm so overloaded with emotion.... we moved into this house with all these dreams and in some ways they happened and others they just collapsed. We moved in, got pregnant just a few weeks later. Set up a nursery, it was all a dream come true. Then of course we lost Peyton. Then a few months later I was pregnant again and terrified so we adopted a puppy, Biscuit, to distract me.... then he ended up with parvo and despite thousands of dollars and a week in the puppy hospital he didn't make it. It was nothing compared to losing my son, but piled on top of one another that was a terribly dark time. I was terrified I'd lose Raylan too because it just seemed like any life we tried to bring into this house didn't make it. If we had moved right then I would have said good riddance.
Then Raylan was born and this house had life and laughter again. It's been such a whirlwind here, such a roller coaster. I think it will be a fresh start, moving forward... but man am I going to miss it.
Sorry... that got long, just a lot process. Anyways... I'll be in and out today, but tomorrow we'll be moving and won't have internet most of the day.

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Re: See you ladies on the other side!
Moves are stressful and heartbreaking, especially when you are leaving behind a ton of memories like that. I hope you enjoy your new place whenever you settle in, and just know that you'll be making some wonderful new memories there.
Hugs!