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Gosh darn tww!

brandykidbrandykid member
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Well, here I am, halfway through my second tww...and feeling things I'm trying to ignore because I'm sure it is just from the progesterone suppositories. I woke up early yesterday morning (eight days after hcg trigger shot), with cramping (which has since stopped) in my lower abdomen and of course thought, "implantation cramping...?" Enough with these mind games! lol I'm trying really hard to stay neutral and calm about everything, because I know our chances are slim this cycle due to having a hostile cervical environment. I wish it hadn't been too late to go ahead with the IUI this last cycle...they had us just go ahead with the hcg trigger and TI, saying that our chances are slim, but it has been known to happen on occasion for women to get pregnant with trigger and TI even with a hostile cervical environment. Ugh! Don't want to get my hopes up, but it's so hard...
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Re: Gosh darn tww!

  • GermanGirl2007GermanGirl2007 member
    Awww...GL to you! I know after dealing with IF, you want to be realistic about your chances, but I think it is good to maintain some hope too. (I am giving myself this advice as well). Yes, you could be disappointed, BUT you could also be amazingly surprised. When I start thinking about the "odds", I start thinking about all of the people I know from the boards along that have beat them, and it reminds me that there is always a chance. Don't beat yourself up about having hope. I would give anything to feel that way!  Again, best of luck to you, and I really hope this is it. ((HUGS))

    ** After  2 1/2 years of Unexplained IF, 2 failed medicated cycles, and 4 failed IUI's - our baby girl came to us through the miracle of     Mini IVF! **

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  • RunCC37RunCC37 member
    I know what you mean. It's like my body is torn in two every time. My brain tells me, be realistic. But my heart can't give up hope. Like GG said, it's good to have some hope, so I say go with it. BFNs suck no matter what your attitude is leading up to it. Hang in there!
    **SIGGY WARNING**

    Me: 32 DH: 35  TTC#1 since March 2012
    Dx: Poor Embryo Quality, Arcuate Uterus, Poor Uterine Blood Flow, Mild Endo, 
           Protein S Deficiency, Sjorgen's Syndrome 

    IUI #1-5: BFN
    Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy: minimal endo, partial septoplasty
    IVF #1: 10R/6M/6F ~ Day 3 ET = BFN
    IVF #2: 14R/9M/5F ~ transfer canceled ~ all embryos arrested at 1-2 cell stage
    IVF #3: 9R/5M/5F ~ 1 frosty!
    IVF #4 (FET #1): BFN

    IVF #5 (DE IVF #1 with Dr. KK protocol): Currently PREGNANT!!!!!!
    Synthroid + Prednisone + Metformin + Baby Aspirin + Supplements Galore = 15+ pills a day
    Lupron + Lovenox + Delestrogen + IVIG + B/W = 2-5 pokes a day
    19R, 17M, 17F - transferred two Grade A blasts 11/16, four frosties!!!
    Beta #1 11/24 (13dpo/8dp5dt) = 367 ~ Beta #2 11/26 (15dpo/10dp5dt) = 709
    Beta #3 11/29 (18dpo/13dp5dt) = 1,997 ~ Beta #4 12/1 (20dpo/15dp5dt) = 3,403

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  • JennyS86JennyS86 member

    I agree that the 2ww sucks big time, but it is totally healthy to have some hope!  at least you know the symptoms are from the progesterone.

    good luck!

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    Twins born March 2014 at 26 weeks due to preterm labor
    and our 37weeker born May 9th, 2016!






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