Oh, hello CD1. Fluck You.

niffie · May 2013

Well ladies, just as I anticipated, not only is my STUPID sister going to have the first grandchild ...I still want to punch her in the face... but IUI #6 was a big fat bust with yet another BFN. Mother's Day was spent by me swearing out loud to myself about my sister for a good 3 hours while doing laundry, then going to the bathroom and finding some heavy spotting. I was under the assumption that it wouldn't start until I stopped the progesterone suppositories, but as of about midnight, AF is full force. That was 13dpo.

So, off to my RE tomorrow morning to check for cysts. I've had them each time I did follistim, so I'm assuming they will be there again and I will be benched. Regardless, while I'm there, I will have to set up an IVF consultation. I really never thought it would come to this... We are on month 22 with never even a hint of a BFP. How is that possible? BLAH!

I suppose the good news is that it can't get much worse than what I've been feeling for the last 4 days. That broke me, man. So, I'll put on my big girl panties, throw a tampon in, and just keep marching on. That's all that any of us can do.

wearebirds · May 2013

I'm so sorry. I hope there's no cysts this time and you won't have to be benched.

Hugs to you!!!..

ttuprincess · May 2013

So sorry about AF showing up on top of all the emotions you were going through with your sister's pregnancy announcement. IF sucks! Sending big ((HUGS)) your way.

shelbeans82 · May 2013

I'm so sorry for the BFN and crappy day. ((Hugs))

SpartanGirl24 · May 2013

I'm sorry, niffie. I feel your pain, CD1 was yesterday for me. Talk about a kick in the ute.

rox825 · May 2013

niffie:
So, I'll put on my big girl panties, throw a tampon in, and just keep marching on.nbsp; That's all that any of us can do. nbsp;

This is so true. Sorry for the BFN.

mmhopeful · May 2013

I'm sorry. Sad

Cara1024 · May 2013

I am so sorry dear.

jenaerb · May 2013

Hope there are no cysts and you will not have to sit out another cycle.

RunCC37 · May 2013

I'm so sorry, niffie. I hope you're cyst-free and able to move on in the way that you see most fit.

SweetTea420 · May 2013

I'm so sorry! It's rough when someone so close to you is expecting. When it happened to my best friend it broke my spirit too. Hoping for no cysts at your appointment tomorrow!

scbedi · May 2013

Niffie, I am so so sorry! My heart breaks for you and what you are going through with your sister. And to add AF into the mix??!! Fluck You IF!!!!! I dunno if you are a drink, but you may want to add some alcohol to the mix. It helps me = ).

(((HUGS!!!)))

mrsrichey11 · May 2013

Ugh. I'm so sorry! FX that you don't have cysts!

Meemeelee · May 2013

niffie:
put on my big girl panties, throw a tampon in, and just keep marching on. That's all that any of us can do.

^ awesomely put. Also; easier said than done.

Shellydawn422 · May 2013

I am so sorry niffie! FX that you are not benched this cycle. Grab a bottle of wine and be kind to yourself this week.

nyrunningqueen · May 2013

So incredibly sorry for your rough day. AF can certainly fluck off!! Totally suck that she had to come on top of dealing with your sister. The first time DH and I were trying, my sister "accidentally" got PG! I say that in quotes because she claims she wasn't trying but we heard otherwise and she constantly competes with me for everything but fails to make her own goals and decide what she really wants in life. Don't get me wrong, I adore my nephew but things like this still sting. I can't tell you how many times people said something about Mother's Day to me and every time it was like a punch in the stomach. Hang in there.

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