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It's official...

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This cycle was just canceled.  Try #3 to get to IUI #1 failed.  There was absolutely no growth whatsoever since Saturday.  Nurse who did the scan said "well at least you have lots of follicles!"  What the hell is 20+ on each ovary if they never mature?!  Then, on my way out, someone brought their baby.  And it wasn't just like a baby in the waiting room.  No, the damn stroller was blocking the only godd@mn exit, so I had to wait for her to move it.  First time I have ever seen a baby at the RE office.  So, it might only be 3:30, but I'm having wine.  Hell, I might just have the whole dang bottle for dinner.  I figure this is ok considering.  I really just don't feel any hope that they will ever get me to ovulate at this point, so I am wondering why even continue.  DH wants me to make an appt for us to sit down with our RE, who we haven't seen since September - I don't know if I'm up for it...FML...

TTC #1 Since 7/2011

Me: 30, PCOS with anovulation
DH: 38, Low Morph & DE
Rx: Metformin 500mg

Cycle #1: Clomid 100mg + Ovidrel = No Response, Canceled
Cycle #2: Clomid 150mg + Ovidrel = No Response, Canceled
Cycle #3: Clomid 150mg + Follistim + Ovidrel = No response, Canceled

Cycle #4: Femara 7.5mg + Gonal-f + Ovidrel + IUI = BFP!!!!

 

~ EDD 03.26.14 ~

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  • NeeseyNeesey member

    Definitely drink the bottle.  Cheers to you sweetie!  

    I agree with your hubby.  It is time for a wtf appointment with your RE when you are ready. 

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    TTC since 3/2011 Adenomyosis, LPD, hypothyroidism. 
    BFP on 7/20/12 after 4 cycles Clomid + IUI 
    2 large subchorionic hematomas & no heartbeat at 7w6d   
    D&E 8/18/12 Sonohysterography found septum and necrotic tissue.   
    Hysteroscopy to remove both 10/5
    IUI #5-7 50mg Clomid + trigger = BFN  
    IUI #8 Femara + Bravelle + HCG + Progesterone = BFP 3/27/13
    Beta 1 (13dpo) = 169  Beta 2 (17dpo) = 1073  No heartbeat at 9w3d. 
    D & C 5/10/13  Triploidy 69 (paternal inherited)
    IVF #1 with ICSI and PGS 11R 8M 5F 2 biopsied/frozen
    PGS results = 1 with trisomy 13 & 1 good embryo for FET 
    FET #1 EV, estrace, nitro patches.  Cancelled due to thin lining
    FET #1.2 oral estrace, f'ing nitro patches and no delestrogen.  Transfer 12/31. BFN
    PAIF/SAIF welcome
    Surprise BFP on 6/13/14  Our only unmedicated bfp ever.
    Beta #1 339  Beta #2 649 44 hour doubling time
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  • krdesikrdesi member

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    I'm so sorry! That really sucks! Enjoy your wine!


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                  May 2013: First R.E. appointment

                  DH: SA is good

                   May 2013: CD3 Blood work-normal
               June 2013: Hsg-Right tube blocked

                   July 26, 2013: Starting Follistim for IVF #1

                  August 2013: IVF #1 Cancelled- Abnormal embryos

             October/November 2013: IVF #2 w/ICSI

                        November 8, 2013: Transferred two early blasts (no frosties) 

    November 18, 2013: First EVER BFP! 

    Beta#1: 91  Beta#2: 288

    1st U/S- 5w2d Saw yolk sac!

    3rd U/S- 7w4d HB of 157bpm!

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  • SweetTea420SweetTea420 member
    Oh no, that stinks :( I would definitely be harassing the RE about a new plan of action!
    TTC since 10/11
    Me, 26- Normal. DH, 28- Low morphology (2-4%)
    August 2013 100mg Clomid+TI=BFP!
    Beta #1,2,3=136, 1351, 5328
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  • Twinkie0612Twinkie0612 member

    It's 5:00 somewhere so I say drink up!

    Hopefully you get in for your WTF appointment soon and come up with a new game plan.

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    September 2012: Start IF testing

    DH (32): SA is ok, slightly low morph, normal SCSA  Me (32): Slightly low progesterone, hostile CM, carrier for CF, Moderately high NKC, High TNFa, heterozyogous mutated Factor XIII, and +APA

    October 2012-May 2014: 4 failed IUIs, 3 failed IVFs, and 1 failed FETw/donor embryos

    November 2014: IVF w/ICSI #4 Agonist/Antagonist with EPP and Prednisone, Baby Aspirin, Lovenox, and IVIG for immune issues.  Converted to freeze all due to lining issues.  2 blasts frozen on day 6!

    January 2015: FET #2 Cancelled due to lining issues

    April 2015: FET #2.1


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  • RunCC37RunCC37 member
    :( That's so frustrating! I hope you get your WTF appt soon so you can move onto a new plan. Enjoy the wine!
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    Me: 32 DH: 35  TTC#1 since March 2012
    Dx: Poor Embryo Quality, Arcuate Uterus, Poor Uterine Blood Flow, Mild Endo, 
           Protein S Deficiency, Sjorgen's Syndrome 

    IUI #1-5: BFN
    Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy: minimal endo, partial septoplasty
    IVF #1: 10R/6M/6F ~ Day 3 ET = BFN
    IVF #2: 14R/9M/5F ~ transfer canceled ~ all embryos arrested at 1-2 cell stage
    IVF #3: 9R/5M/5F ~ 1 frosty!
    IVF #4 (FET #1): BFN

    IVF #5 (DE IVF #1 with Dr. KK protocol): Currently PREGNANT!!!!!!
    Synthroid + Prednisone + Metformin + Baby Aspirin + Supplements Galore = 15+ pills a day
    Lupron + Lovenox + Delestrogen + IVIG + B/W = 2-5 pokes a day
    19R, 17M, 17F - transferred two Grade A blasts 11/16, four frosties!!!
    Beta #1 11/24 (13dpo/8dp5dt) = 367 ~ Beta #2 11/26 (15dpo/10dp5dt) = 709
    Beta #3 11/29 (18dpo/13dp5dt) = 1,997 ~ Beta #4 12/1 (20dpo/15dp5dt) = 3,403

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  • scbediscbedi

    Go ahead and drink the bottle.

    I am so sorry it was canceled again. I can't even imagine how frustrating and heart breaking it must be for you. (((HUGS!!))). I think sitting down with your RE may not be a bad idea. 

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    Problem: Irregular menstruation, unexplained
    Nov&Dec-Provera because of no period after 35+ days
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    Tests: TSH (normal), Prolactin (normal), SA (abnormal)
    Hysteroscopy (normal) and PCOS labs (negative/normal) 1/15/2013
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  • Shellydawn422Shellydawn422 member
    I'm so sorry!  3:30 is a perfectly acceptable time for wine - drink the whole bottle!  ((hugs))
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  • AkieshaAkiesha member
    Huge hugs, sorry.
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    TTC since 0ct. 2011
    Me-34,DH-34
    Dx:Hypothyroidism 2008
    HSG- All clear CD 3 bloodwork normal
    SA- Abnormal Dx:MFI
    DH on 50mg Clomid 3x week
    BFP#1- 1/21/13 CP 1/24/13
    Cycle 18,19 & 20 50mg Clomid+trigger+IUI= All BFFN
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  • babydreams13babydreams13 member
    Def hit that bottle...  So sorry you got canceled.  I think you def need to sit down with your RE and come up with a new plan.  If something isn't working move on to the next thing.  Hang in there.  
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    DX: Unexplained
    6 Failed IUIs (Clomid and Gonal F).  
    IVF #1 began August 2013- BC, 4 days of Estrace, stimmed with Gonal F and Menopur, Ganirelix, 9R 5M 5F, Medrol and Doxycycline, 5 day transfer of 2 early blastocysts- good quality, Progesterone, Estrace, and baby aspirin, BETA on 9/20 BFN,   IVF #2 began September 2013, stimming with Gonal F (higher dose) and Menopur, Ganirelix, 18R 14M 9F with ICSI, 5 day transfer of 2 BBs one was starting to hatch, 2 frosties: 1  BB and 1 AC, BETA on 10/21, BFN BETA was a 5- chemical 
    Getting some more testing and trying to figure out what the issue is before FET in December, started acupuncture on 11/10, RLP and some other BW nothing major to report except slightly high Prolactin. Prolactin was slightly high when I started with my RE and I already had an MRI which was Neg.  Endo biopsy=negative.  WTF is wrong with us???
    12/18/13 FET of 1 BB and 1 AC.  Hoping for a miracle.  Beta 12/26 Low BETA-8 2nd BETA 5- chemical
    After 3 failed transfers IDK where to go from here.  Still no real answers as to why this isn't working.  Getting a second opinion in February and looking into immune testing.  
    2/14- NEW RE- Immune testing showed a partial dq alpha match with DH- On prednisone and did intralipids prior to transfer.  3/14 Lupron, gonal f, menopur, HGH.  ER 15 mature all 15 fertilized!  5dt of an early blast grade 1 and an expanded blast grade 2.  BETA on 4/21.  1 grade 2 embryo frozen
    BETA #1 59 BETA #2 148 BETA #3 283 BETA #4 2,783! US at 6w2d shows 1 bean measuring right on track! HR 121.  US at 8w3d measuring on track HR 177. Released form my RE.  EDD 12/28


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  • rox825rox825 member
    I'm so sorry that your cycle was cancelled, that's so frustrating. I'm drowning my own sorrows with a glass of wine right now, cheers.

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    Oct 12 - Jan 14: 3 clomid/TI cycles, 2 hysteroscopies, 2 IUIs, 1 BFP (MMC @ 12w), 2 more IUIs
    Feb 14: Gonal-f + IUI #5 = BFP! (EDD 11/4/14)
    Baby boy arrived 11/13/14!

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  • herecomesthesunherecomesthesun member
    Oh man, that stinks. You deserve to drink as much wine as you want.
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  • jfb29jfb29 member
    Thanks for the support ladies!  I didn't quite finish off the whole bottle of wine last night, but had 3 very large glasses, so it is mostly gone.  I talked to a good IRL friend last night who went through the same thing I am going through before she had success and she put my mind back in a slightly better place by sharing more of her experience and giving me suggestions.  DH is adamant that I meet with the RE so  I think I will be making an appt with my RE before beginning another medicated cycle.  I might just need a few days to call to make it.  I just know if I don't respond to another cycle that it might be more than I can handle.  I'm going to look into going to a counselor again as well since I'm really struggling mentally.  DH also wants to start looking at adoption since we aren't sure about going the IVF route.

    TTC #1 Since 7/2011

    Me: 30, PCOS with anovulation
    DH: 38, Low Morph & DE
    Rx: Metformin 500mg

    Cycle #1: Clomid 100mg + Ovidrel = No Response, Canceled
    Cycle #2: Clomid 150mg + Ovidrel = No Response, Canceled
    Cycle #3: Clomid 150mg + Follistim + Ovidrel = No response, Canceled

    Cycle #4: Femara 7.5mg + Gonal-f + Ovidrel + IUI = BFP!!!!

     

    ~ EDD 03.26.14 ~

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