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Trying to stay positive.

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Hi!  I'm a constant lurker and had to post today.  I've been reading everyone's posts over the past couple of months and appreciate all the support you provide. I guess I was hoping that my stay here wouldn't be long, but today I am starting to accept that this IF may be a long road for me (unfortunately, my clock is ticking faster and faster). I am at the end of my TWW (DPO13) and tested today thinking it would be a great surprise on mother's day to find out I may be pregnant.  I wasn't so lucky.  Boo!  And so I prepare to try again.

 

To everyone on this board who has lost a baby in this process like me, I wish you a Happy Mother's Day!  May the next year bring the happiness that we deserve and the honor of being a mother or a mother again to those who already are and are trying again.

 

Married September 17, 2011.
Me 38, PCOS
H 43, SA normal.
TTC #1 since November 2011.
HSG - both tubes clear.
Metformin+ Clomid + Prometrium (Ob/Gyn)
January 2012- Chemical Pregnancy
June 2012- BFP- Ectopic (5 weeks), Methotrexate
November 2012- BFP- Miscarriage (5 weeks),D&C(12/14/12)

December 17, 2012 first apt with RE
Metformin + Folgard+ Clomid+ Bravelle + TI +Prometrium (RE)
March 2013- 2 follicles- BFN
April 2013- 2 follicles- BFN

Oct 2013, IVF #1- fresh cycle cancelled due to increased progesterone
ER 11/7/2013- 20 retrieved, 19 mature, 14 fertilized naturally, 3 blasts frozen
FET #1- 12/6/13, 2 blasts xfered- BFN

FET #2- Cancelled while sitting in the waiting room... blast didn't survive thaw

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Re: Trying to stay positive.

  • MeemeeleeMeemeelee
    I'm new, but welcome- and hope you don't have to be here too long!
    Don't expect any replies, and stop PMing me. This account is no longer being used and is waiting for the bump gods to deactivate it.
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  • Cara1024Cara1024 member
    Hi there. Not sure if this is your first post here, but if it is, welcome! That was a sweet note you wrote. I'm sorry for your loss. Happy Mothers Day to you.
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  • RunCC37RunCC37 member
    Hi there and welcome. Sorry you're having a rough day, but hope you can keep focusing on the positive like your subject title suggests!! 
    **SIGGY WARNING**

    Me: 32 DH: 35  TTC#1 since March 2012
    Dx: Poor Embryo Quality, Arcuate Uterus, Poor Uterine Blood Flow, Mild Endo, 
           Protein S Deficiency, Sjorgen's Syndrome 

    IUI #1-5: BFN
    Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy: minimal endo, partial septoplasty
    IVF #1: 10R/6M/6F ~ Day 3 ET = BFN
    IVF #2: 14R/9M/5F ~ transfer canceled ~ all embryos arrested at 1-2 cell stage
    IVF #3: 9R/5M/5F ~ 1 frosty!
    IVF #4 (FET #1): BFN

    IVF #5 (DE IVF #1 with Dr. KK protocol): Currently PREGNANT!!!!!!
    Synthroid + Prednisone + Metformin + Baby Aspirin + Supplements Galore = 15+ pills a day
    Lupron + Lovenox + Delestrogen + IVIG + B/W = 2-5 pokes a day
    19R, 17M, 17F - transferred two Grade A blasts 11/16, four frosties!!!
    Beta #1 11/24 (13dpo/8dp5dt) = 367 ~ Beta #2 11/26 (15dpo/10dp5dt) = 709
    Beta #3 11/29 (18dpo/13dp5dt) = 1,997 ~ Beta #4 12/1 (20dpo/15dp5dt) = 3,403

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  • Evo9380Evo9380 member

    So sorry about your loss.

    Wishing you a relaxing comforting day! Keep staying positive :) 

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  • AkieshaAkiesha member
    Thank you, right back at you. Welcome to the board. Good luck.
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    Me-34,DH-34
    Dx:Hypothyroidism 2008
    HSG- All clear CD 3 bloodwork normal
    SA- Abnormal Dx:MFI
    DH on 50mg Clomid 3x week
    BFP#1- 1/21/13 CP 1/24/13
    Cycle 18,19 & 20 50mg Clomid+trigger+IUI= All BFFN
    Cycle 21-25 Taking a break for now, still HIO Hoping!
    Moving onto IVF Next AF
    (PAIF/SAIF Welcome)
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  • scbediscbedi
    Welcome, I am so sorry you find yourself here and I am sorry for your loss. I hope the day gets better for you. I am sorry about your BFN so far, maybe it's just too early.
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    Problem: Irregular menstruation, unexplained
    Nov&Dec-Provera because of no period after 35+ days
    First RE appt 1/10/2013
    Tests: TSH (normal), Prolactin (normal), SA (abnormal)
    Hysteroscopy (normal) and PCOS labs (negative/normal) 1/15/2013
    2/1/13- HPT BFP but Beta Hcg was negative
    Plan: Femara + Trigger + IUI in April if no real BFP before then Bloggy Blog!
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