TTC After a Loss

Hey Dummy.. Step away from the computer.

Lurking on the May 2013 board a week before my EDD is probably the worst idea I've ever had out of boredom... because apparently I'm not enough of an emotional basket case right now as it is. *headdesk*

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Sorry there's not really much of a point to this.. but thanks for listening anyway. Have some drinks: 

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9.08.12 BFP! | 11.01.12 MMC Discovered at 12 weeks| 11.06.12 D&C 
11.25.13 BFP#2| 4.07.14 TEAM PINK!!!|EDD 8.8.14 Please be our Rainbow Charlotte Grace <3
7.01.15 BFP#3| 10.06.15 TEAM BLUE!| EDD 3.02.16
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Re: Hey Dummy.. Step away from the computer.

  • (((HUGS)))  I'm so sorry.  It's so hard to stay away!!

    TTC since October 2012

    BFP#1 1/11/13, EDD 9/19/13, M/C at 9wk6dy 

    BFP#2 11/12/13, DS born 7/28/14!

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  • I think at some point we all torture ourselves with looking on our bmb. Yesterday I looked at mine which was nov and got really mad by some post. I have a hard time because November would have been awesome.
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  • imageIgoo0304:

    I keep lurking on what would've been my BMBs, and then getting pissed off at stupid things the posters say, and then realizing I should probably just be pissed at myself for going over there in the first place... It's a vicious cycle. Like poking a bruise to see if it still hurts.

    ((hugs)) Be nice to yourself. 

    I know I do the same thing.  It takes a lot to bite my tongue sometimes.

    ((hugs)) back at you, love.  

    9.08.12 BFP! | 11.01.12 MMC Discovered at 12 weeks| 11.06.12 D&C 
    11.25.13 BFP#2| 4.07.14 TEAM PINK!!!|EDD 8.8.14 Please be our Rainbow Charlotte Grace <3
    7.01.15 BFP#3| 10.06.15 TEAM BLUE!| EDD 3.02.16
    PgAL/PAL always welcome
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  • You are brave! I can't dare to look over there

    Off BC, NTNP since June 2011

    Started acupuncture/herbs July 2012 

    First BFP 9-8-2012,EDD 5-15-2013, heartbeat of 175 at 8w2d, mmc discovered on 10-26-12 (11w6d) Cytotec on 10/26/12

    8/23/13 DX with non-IR PCOS

    Second BFP 9.12.13, EDD 5.29.14, heartbeat of 114 at 6w1d, mmc discovered on 10-18-13, D&C on 10/23/13 (baby girl/Trisomy 10) 

    Third BFP (surprise at Beta draw after d&c) on 1/10/14 (15dpo), EDD 9.20.14 Please be our RAINBOW!

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  • imagesnegde:
    Don't do it. Stop! Go tell yourself 5 happy things. Pour yourself a goblet of wine. Big hugs! Signed, Dr. Snegde

     

    <3

    I think of Harry Potter now every time I hear (or read, in this case) the word goblet.  Instantly makes me feel better. Smile  

    9.08.12 BFP! | 11.01.12 MMC Discovered at 12 weeks| 11.06.12 D&C 
    11.25.13 BFP#2| 4.07.14 TEAM PINK!!!|EDD 8.8.14 Please be our Rainbow Charlotte Grace <3
    7.01.15 BFP#3| 10.06.15 TEAM BLUE!| EDD 3.02.16
    PgAL/PAL always welcome
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  • imageVeganlady:

    Oh yes, definitely step away. There's no good time to go to your old BMB. Mine is full of kids walking and getting ready for first birthdays. It's no good for any of us.

    It's safe right here with us.

     

    I know, I swear I'm a masochist sometimes.. or a lunatic.  Sad 

    9.08.12 BFP! | 11.01.12 MMC Discovered at 12 weeks| 11.06.12 D&C 
    11.25.13 BFP#2| 4.07.14 TEAM PINK!!!|EDD 8.8.14 Please be our Rainbow Charlotte Grace <3
    7.01.15 BFP#3| 10.06.15 TEAM BLUE!| EDD 3.02.16
    PgAL/PAL always welcome
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  • I lurk on the Nov board. Glutton for punishment right here. :::hugs::: love.

    BFP #1 5.26.08 DD born 1.4.09
    BFP #2 3.11.12 m/c 3.26.12
    BFP #3 10.7.12 m/c 10.27.12
    BFP #4 2.24.13 ectopic MTX 3.13.13 Right tube removed 3.29.13
    BFP #5 5.27.13 DS born 1.22.14
     

    BFP #6 4.14.16

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  • imageJordyInIndy:
    I lurk on the Nov board. Glutton for punishment right here. :::hugs::: love.

     

    I've lurked on the May board in the past and it sucked but wasn't that painful.  Deciding to lurk while everyone else is reaching their due dates though is just dumb.   

    Thanks for the (((hugs))) sweetie.  

    9.08.12 BFP! | 11.01.12 MMC Discovered at 12 weeks| 11.06.12 D&C 
    11.25.13 BFP#2| 4.07.14 TEAM PINK!!!|EDD 8.8.14 Please be our Rainbow Charlotte Grace <3
    7.01.15 BFP#3| 10.06.15 TEAM BLUE!| EDD 3.02.16
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  • I've done the same thing with mine about a month away. Sigh. It's getting hard to lurk on PGAL sometimes too, so many of the ladies I arrived here with are there...and so many ladies here have come and gone since I've been here.

    BFP#2 2.5.11 (EDD 10.15.11) DS born 9.28.11

    BFP#4 8.27.13 (EDD 5.6.14) DD born 4.23.14

     

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  • So many ((HUGS)), ash. I'll admit, I read this post, went to lurk on my BMB and then followed links over the 2nd Tri....WHY did I do that? And what you're going through is that x a million right now. Sucks.
    Suzy & Brian November 3, 2007 "...this one time, at band camp..." ;-)
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    BFP #1 2/16/13, EDD 10/13/13, CP 2/21/13
    BFP #2 6/2/13
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  • SerenlaSerenla member
    I kick myself when I lurk on my old board as well. ::hugs:: I don't know why we do this to ourselves.



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    BFP #2 7/17/13, EDD 3/29/14 ended in a CP on 7/22/13.
    BFP#3 8/19/13 EDD 5/3/14 Nerdling was born 4/29/14, welcome little one!
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  • OH no!! Sorry!!! LOVE true blood and thanks for the drinks.  Haven't figured out where to go to get on those but last week I accidently clicked on PgAL board and before I realized it, I found myself getting pissed wondering were all the siggy warnings were........Sad!!


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    BFP#2 7/10/13 - EDD 3/21/14- Eli's Here!!
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  • imageIgoo0304:

    I keep lurking on what would've been my BMBs, and then getting pissed off at stupid things the posters say, and then realizing I should probably just be pissed at myself for going over there in the first place... It's a vicious cycle. Like poking a bruise to see if it still hurts.

    ((hugs)) Be nice to yourself. 

    Me too! ::shakes head at self:: 

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  • imagesnegde:
    Don't do it. Stop! Go tell yourself 5 happy things. Pour yourself a goblet of wine. Big hugs! Signed, Dr. Snegde
     

    I PPH you! 

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  • nyg2042nyg2042 member

    I occasionally lurk on my BMB, and I always regret it.

    On a different note, I loove true blood!

     ((Hugs)) to you during this difficult time!



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    BFP #1 : 3/20/13 | EDD: 12/1/13 | MC: 4/15/13 

    BFP #2: 1/9/14 | EDD: 9/21/14  

    Welcomed our rainbow bear on 8/31/14

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  • imagesnegde:
    Don't do it. Stop! Go tell yourself 5 happy things. Pour yourself a goblet of wine. Big hugs! Signed, Dr. Snegde

    take the drs advice:) (hugs) 

                               
                  
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  • Ugh, I know. I lurked on my old BMB last week and swore I'll never do it again. It's just torture. Hugs to you! Hanks or the pretty drinks!
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  • Been there...hugs!

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  • kr_rykr_ry member
    I did the same thing about a week ago. My edd is in 2 weeks. ((Hugs))
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    **BFP#1 9/5/12   EDD 5/15/13  changed to 5/25/13 after u/s,  missed mc 10/19/12.  D and C 10/22/12** 
     **BFP#2 9/12/13  EDD 5/16/14 changed to 5/27/14 after u/s, hb 126 on 10/11/13, miscarriage on 10/24.13**
    ~RPL testing results from 12/6/13 show everything normal except elevated prolactin. Blood work is now in the normal range. All AL welcome!
    BFP #3 10/24/14  Our rainbow baby was born July 2015
    BFP 4 10/28/19 EDD 7/6/20
  • Oh ash! Stay away hunny. It's nothing but trouble. I'm able to go back on a good day and check up on some of my favorite posters. The nb pics are hard though. I've also gotten frustrated at how petty and silly the BMB's are. I will be a whole different kind of poster now that I'm a loss mama. It's hard to not shake them and try and whip them into shape.

    I'm sorry you are having a hard time! (((BIG HUGS)))

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    BFP 9/15/14 EDD 5/28/15 Please be our R A I N B O W take home baby BOY
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  • I debated looking in the October BMB last night...but I refrained, thankfully! Sorry Ash! ((HUGS))
    BFP @ 1/26/13 - Natural M/C @ 2/16/13 
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  • ((((Hugs)))) hon
    BFP #1:  8/10/11 EDD: 4/9/12 Natural miscarriage @ 7 weeks: 8/20/11
    BFP #2: 8/31/12 EDD: 5/18/13 Chemical pregnancy: 9/4/12
    BFP #3:  5/17/13  EDD: 1/24/14 Loss at 5 weeks: 5/29/13

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    Lots of testing, all clear with the exception of compound heterozygous for the MTHFR mutation. 

    Cycle 1: Femara, trigger shot, Bravelle added due to slow response = BFN
    Cycle 2: Cancelled due to two cysts =(
    Cycle 3: Femara, Bravelle, trigger shot and IUI = BFP then loss #3
    Cycle 4: Femara, Follistim, trigger shot and IUI = BFP!  EDD: 6/7/14

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    TTC Since 8/2011
    BFP #1 5/13/12 * EDD 1/24/13 * MC at 7 wks 4 days on 6/11/12
    BFP #2 5/13/13 * Current EDD 1/23/14

    Baby N born 2/8/14


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  • (((hugs))) I've so far resisted the urge to check back at mine. It's very tempting though. 
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    BFP #1 08/05/12. EDD 4/15/13 m/c 08/27/12
    BFP #2 06/05/13. EDD 2/16/2014 (Team Blue). Baby Wombat born 2/20/2014 7lb. 11oz and 20 in.
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  • Thank you ladies so much.  I had to get off the computer last night but I read all of your responses on mobile.  This is such a loving and supportive community and you never cease to amaze me.  

    Many (((hugs))) and lots of love back to all of you.  <3

    9.08.12 BFP! | 11.01.12 MMC Discovered at 12 weeks| 11.06.12 D&C 
    11.25.13 BFP#2| 4.07.14 TEAM PINK!!!|EDD 8.8.14 Please be our Rainbow Charlotte Grace <3
    7.01.15 BFP#3| 10.06.15 TEAM BLUE!| EDD 3.02.16
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  • I lurked a few days ago on the November board and I felt like my heart was getting ripped out of my chest! I know why you did it and it sucks. HUGS XOXO

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  • Heeb918Heeb918 member
    I have a pg app on my phone that I occasionally open to see how far along I would still be. Like masochism. So stupid. Why don't I delete it??? Hugs. 




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    BFP #2 6/17/13, (Clomid+Ovidrel) CP Confirmed 6/26/13
    BFP #3 8/14/2013 (Letrozole+IUI) Charlie Grace born 5/2/2014

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