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Insomnia

MaryanneNMaryanneN member
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So I am awake again. I didn't think this would happen to me. I am a relatively calm and non obsessive person, but I find myself out of my comfort zone with ttc.
I guess the having to be so planned out and I feel like I am being secretive at work about my reasons for being out. I constantly think they have to know what I am doing, but I wish they didn't because I know my disappointment will show if the road to a BFP is long. I wear my emotions on my sleeve.

I keep telling myself to keep relaxed and all thing will happen at the right time it is supposed to happen. But somehow that is not good enough.

I find strength in reading all of your posts and stories. I am a Mobil bumper so I have not figured out how to post pics. If anyone knows how please let me know because I would love to share some on pip day.

Well thanks for reading, and if there are any more of you not sleeping I am sure I will be checking in tomorrow night as well. Lol. Maybe we can chat.

Let me see if I can try to count sheep. Night!
33 Years Old

Married 7/7/10 - Provincetown MA on the beach -

Reception October 23, 2010 - Martha Clara Vinyards, North Fork Long Island

5/12/13 - 5/13/13 IUI #1 - BFN
6/14/13 - IUI #2 - BFN - 7/17/13 - IUI#3 - BFN Clomid cycle 100mg 08/13 - cancelled bc produced too many eggs. Clomid cycle 50mg 10/13 - IUI#4- BFN. Clomid. Switched Dr in November. IUI#5 11/20 and 11/21 with trigger and clomid. -TWW {\rtf1\ansi\ansicpg1252 {\fonttbl\f0\fswiss\fcharset0 Helvetica;} {\colortbl;\red255\green255\blue255;\red51\green51\blue51;\red255\green255\blue255;} \deftab720 \pard\pardeftab720\sl280\partightenfactor0 \f0\fs22 \cf2 \cb3 \expnd0\expndtw0\kerning0 \outl0\strokewidth0 \strokec2 Trying to Conceive Ticker}
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Re: Insomnia

  • mollykelleymollykelley member
    TTC is so stressful! I hope you got some rest!
    M&K met 8/2002 married 6/2012
    TTC with RE since March 2012
    3 missed O's, 6 IUIs = 1 BFP then 8 w M/C, 5 BFNs
    (2 unmedicated IUIs, 2 clomid IUI, 2 femara IUI)
    Shared maternity/partner IVF, transfer #1 BFP!
    EDD 11/28/13
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  • shelly2314shelly2314 member

    LOL...I had to double check to make sure that I didn't post this last night and not remember.  I can't get TTC off of my mind either.AUGH.  I too, am not telling many people at work (basically my bosses b/c I work in a school and I do not want to not get my promotion b/c of this).  I ended up having to tell some of my coworkers b/c they knew something was up.  (I too wear my emotions--subtlety is not my strong point).

    My wife and I are going to the dr for our ultrasound to see when we can start the IUI (hopefully Friday).  Patience is not one of my virtues so I understand exactly what you are saying.


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  • MaryanneNMaryanneN member
    I too am a teacher. I teach 7th grade Math. I saw in TTT that you were monitoring this morning also. We r on the same schedule! I am up now 5:30am going in and probably will be iui thurs/fri.

    I did sleep last night only because I was up all night the day before. That has been my pattern lately.

    Okay well GL this morning and I am happy to have someone in the same timing with me.
    33 Years Old

    Married 7/7/10 - Provincetown MA on the beach -

    Reception October 23, 2010 - Martha Clara Vinyards, North Fork Long Island

    5/12/13 - 5/13/13 IUI #1 - BFN
    6/14/13 - IUI #2 - BFN - 7/17/13 - IUI#3 - BFN Clomid cycle 100mg 08/13 - cancelled bc produced too many eggs. Clomid cycle 50mg 10/13 - IUI#4- BFN. Clomid. Switched Dr in November. IUI#5 11/20 and 11/21 with trigger and clomid. -TWW {\rtf1\ansi\ansicpg1252 {\fonttbl\f0\fswiss\fcharset0 Helvetica;} {\colortbl;\red255\green255\blue255;\red51\green51\blue51;\red255\green255\blue255;} \deftab720 \pard\pardeftab720\sl280\partightenfactor0 \f0\fs22 \cf2 \cb3 \expnd0\expndtw0\kerning0 \outl0\strokewidth0 \strokec2 Trying to Conceive Ticker}
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