Trouble TTC

Feeling Opposite about trying

So I had an essure procedure early this month for my left side hydrosalpinx. For those who don't know it is a coil that is placed in the tube and then 'blocks' it as the scar tissue and endometrial tissue grows over it. Usually, used as a less invasive permanent sterilization technique for those wanting a tubal...

Anyways. They usually have people wait 2-3 months before TTC because the coil can leave sharp edges. I'm O'ing today and everything inside me wants to go ahead and BD, but the other part of me is like... 'hello! sharp edges!'... I just feel so conflicted.

It's also our 3 year mark of TTC, so I'm a little extra emotional. Drama, I know!

Me: 34 - Hydrosalpinx DH: 33
Previous history
IUI switched to TI x6 = BFN
IUI x2 = BFN
Essure procedure for hydro

New starts

*Possibly starting clomid in Sept or Oct 

Re: Feeling Opposite about trying

  • Oh man, I'm sorry you're so conflicted, that's rough! Hopefully holding out just one more month will be worth it! Hang in there! And sorry about your anniversary, never fun. Hugs!
    TTC #1 since Sept 2011
    Me: 33, DH: 35, DX: PCOS & MFI (low everything)
    IUI #1-3 - Low Post-Wash Counts - All BFNs
    IVF #1 w/ ICSI: Long Lupron Protocol - Freeze-All Cycle due to Severe OHSS
    ER 4/27, 33 Eggs Retrieved, 13 Frosties
    FET #1 6/5, Transferred One Perfect 4AA Blast, HPT BFP @ 6dp5dt
    Beta #1 - 209, Beta #2 - 508, Beta #3 - 1,059
    EDD 2/20/14
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  • Sorry you are having a rough time and having to make some tough decisions.  Waiting can be the hardest part.  IF anniversaries stink. 

     Sending ((hugs)) your way. 

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    Me 32 :: DH 41

     TTC since November, 2011

    DH's SA : Excellent

    Lap and Hysteroscopy June 2012

    DX: PCOS, Stage III Endo, slight Adenomyosis, blocked tube, and probable LPD

    Treatments:  6 Months Lupron Depot injections; 1500 mg metformin; 3 cycles of Clomid + TI = BFN

    3 endometrial biopsies all were "out of phase" 

    September - December, 2013:  Break to lose weight and get healthy

    40 lb weight loss but still not ovulating "in phase"  

    February - March 2014: bcps + follistim + trigger + TI = BFP

     Beta #1 (12dpo): 30; Beta #2 (18dpo): 500; Beta #3 (25dpo): 7,000!!! 

    1st u/s 4/16: One beautiful hb at 144 bmp 

    2nd u/s 4/29: hb at 166 bmp.  Graduated from RE!!

    TEAM PINK! 

    Baby girl arrived on Thanksgiving day weighing 7lbs 6oz and measuring 20 inches

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  • That's a tough decision. Holding out one more month maybe worth it.  
    Me 32/DH 38
    TTC since 05/2011
    HSG 07/2011 right tube blocked
    Clomid 50mg 3/2012 - no response
    Clomid 50mg 4/2012 - no response
    Met with RE 6/2012
    PCOS/IR diagnosed 6/2012
    Femura 5mg  9/2012 - no response
    Laparoscopy 12/2012 close off right tube
    Clomid 150mg 3/2013 - no response
    1st Follistim Cycle 7/16/2013 -  CD3-6 125iu; CD7-8 150iu; CD9-15 175iu; Trigger 8/1; IUI scheduled for 8/3/2013...BFN AF arrived 8-16-2013
    8/2013 cycle benched for cyst
  • Thanks ladies. I'm going to hold out, although it is tough. I just don't want to do anything that I'll regret.

    Sigh**

    IF sucks!

    Me: 34 - Hydrosalpinx DH: 33
    Previous history
    IUI switched to TI x6 = BFN
    IUI x2 = BFN
    Essure procedure for hydro

    New starts

    *Possibly starting clomid in Sept or Oct 

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