Thanks KK. The vacation was wonderful the return home not so much. I've had BFNs the last two days and I'm starting to feel pretty hopeless. I didn't even have it in me to make a post. I'm just heartbroken and near my breaking point. I really appreciate you thinking about me. It really does mean the world.
Very few people IRL know about what we are going through and I don't have it in me to tell those that do that it didn't work once again. My heart aches!
I'm so so thankful for DD but I feel like a failure for not being able to give her a sibling. If by some miracle things change with my beta I will update but otherwise I think I need a break for awhile. Thanks again to you and everyone else.
First Time: DD born 3/2011 after trying for two years, LAP, and two IUIs w/ Femera + Ovidrel
This Time: 4/12 Femera IUI #1 BFN, 5/12 Femera + TI BFN, 6/12 Femera + IUI #2 BFN, 7/12 Femera + IUI #3 BFN, 8/12 Follistim IUI #4 BFN
IVF #1: ER 11/5/12 : 17 eggs retrieved/6 fertilized, ET 11/10/12 : 5dt of 2 embies/0 frosties BFN
IVF #2: ER 1/28/13 : 12 eggs retrieved/9 fertilized, ET 2/2/13 : 5dt of 2 embies/0 frosties BFN
IVF #3: ER 4/15/13 : 13 eggs retrieved/7 fertilized, ET 4/18/13 : 3dt of 3 embies/0 frosties BFN
Laparoscopy 5/24/13 : Stage 2 Endo, Scaring, and Both tubes Blocked but successfully Opened
IVF #4 (Clinical Trial): ER 7/22/13 : 15 eggs/8 fertilized, ET 7/25/13 : 3dt of 3 embies/0 frosties BFN
IVF #5: ER 11/4/13 : 13 eggs/12 fertilized, ET 11/9/13 : 5dt of 2 embies/0 frosties BFP!!! Beta 11/20/13 = 447 1 Beautiful Baby! EDD: July 28, 2014
'Im sending you big virtual hugs. A lot of us here care about you.
Thanks KK. I really care about all of you too. I'm so happy that so many of my 2IF gals have gotten their BFPs lately. I just wish more than anything I could join you.
I'm spotting bright red blood now so pretty sure I'm out. I'm so crushed and angry and numb all at once. It's been a year of IF treatments this time around and I'm near my breaking point I think plus we are running out of insurance coverage.
First Time: DD born 3/2011 after trying for two years, LAP, and two IUIs w/ Femera + Ovidrel
This Time: 4/12 Femera IUI #1 BFN, 5/12 Femera + TI BFN, 6/12 Femera + IUI #2 BFN, 7/12 Femera + IUI #3 BFN, 8/12 Follistim IUI #4 BFN
IVF #1: ER 11/5/12 : 17 eggs retrieved/6 fertilized, ET 11/10/12 : 5dt of 2 embies/0 frosties BFN
IVF #2: ER 1/28/13 : 12 eggs retrieved/9 fertilized, ET 2/2/13 : 5dt of 2 embies/0 frosties BFN
IVF #3: ER 4/15/13 : 13 eggs retrieved/7 fertilized, ET 4/18/13 : 3dt of 3 embies/0 frosties BFN
Laparoscopy 5/24/13 : Stage 2 Endo, Scaring, and Both tubes Blocked but successfully Opened
IVF #4 (Clinical Trial): ER 7/22/13 : 15 eggs/8 fertilized, ET 7/25/13 : 3dt of 3 embies/0 frosties BFN
IVF #5: ER 11/4/13 : 13 eggs/12 fertilized, ET 11/9/13 : 5dt of 2 embies/0 frosties BFP!!! Beta 11/20/13 = 447 1 Beautiful Baby! EDD: July 28, 2014
KristyLynn - so sorry to hear this. I've been praying for you and anxiously waiting to hear your success story. Secondary IF is such an emotional journey. I'll continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
DD conceived naturally in 2009. TTC #2 since August 2010. Praying for guidance as we decide what's next.
'Im sending you big virtual hugs. A lot of us here care about you.
Thanks KK. I really care about all of you too. I'm so happy that so many of my 2IF gals have gotten their BFPs lately. I just wish more than anything I could join you.
I'm spotting bright red blood now so pretty sure I'm out. I'm so crushed and angry and numb all at once. It's been a year of IF treatments this time around and I'm near my breaking point I think plus we are running out of insurance coverage.
I'm so sorry to hear this. I'll be praying for you and your family.
TTC #3 (#1 for DH) since September 2011. DX: Unexplained infertility with possible cervical factor.
May 2012 did clomid with IUI - BFN
August 2012 IUI #2 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN
September 2012 IUI #3 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN
October 2012 IUI #4 w/ follistim/letrozole - BFN
November/December 2012 IVF/ICSI #1 Retrieved 12 eggs, 8 fertilized. Transferred 1 beautiful embryo and 5 made it to freeze. Got my BFP!
January 2013 u/s showed empty gestational sac.
FET cycle April 2013. Transferred 2 5 day embryos. BFP!!!!! 2 heartbeats!!!! EDD: 12/27/13
Re: Kristy Lynn 26
Thanks KK. The vacation was wonderful the return home not so much. I've had BFNs the last two days and I'm starting to feel pretty hopeless. I didn't even have it in me to make a post. I'm just heartbroken and near my breaking point. I really appreciate you thinking about me. It really does mean the world.
Very few people IRL know about what we are going through and I don't have it in me to tell those that do that it didn't work once again. My heart aches!
I'm so so thankful for DD but I feel like a failure for not being able to give her a sibling. If by some miracle things change with my beta I will update but otherwise I think I need a break for awhile. Thanks again to you and everyone else.
First Time: DD born 3/2011 after trying for two years, LAP, and two IUIs w/ Femera + Ovidrel
This Time: 4/12 Femera IUI #1 BFN, 5/12 Femera + TI BFN, 6/12 Femera + IUI #2 BFN, 7/12 Femera + IUI #3 BFN, 8/12 Follistim IUI #4 BFN
IVF #1: ER 11/5/12 : 17 eggs retrieved/6 fertilized, ET 11/10/12 : 5dt of 2 embies/0 frosties BFN
IVF #2: ER 1/28/13 : 12 eggs retrieved/9 fertilized, ET 2/2/13 : 5dt of 2 embies/0 frosties BFN
IVF #3: ER 4/15/13 : 13 eggs retrieved/7 fertilized, ET 4/18/13 : 3dt of 3 embies/0 frosties BFN
Laparoscopy 5/24/13 : Stage 2 Endo, Scaring, and Both tubes Blocked but successfully Opened
IVF #4 (Clinical Trial): ER 7/22/13 : 15 eggs/8 fertilized, ET 7/25/13 : 3dt of 3 embies/0 frosties BFN
IVF #5: ER 11/4/13 : 13 eggs/12 fertilized, ET 11/9/13 : 5dt of 2 embies/0 frosties BFP!!! Beta 11/20/13 = 447 1 Beautiful Baby! EDD: July 28, 2014
I think it it too early. I really do.
'Im sending you big virtual hugs. A lot of us here care about you.
Thanks KK. I really care about all of you too. I'm so happy that so many of my 2IF gals have gotten their BFPs lately. I just wish more than anything I could join you.
I'm spotting bright red blood now so pretty sure I'm out. I'm so crushed and angry and numb all at once. It's been a year of IF treatments this time around and I'm near my breaking point I think plus we are running out of insurance coverage.
First Time: DD born 3/2011 after trying for two years, LAP, and two IUIs w/ Femera + Ovidrel
This Time: 4/12 Femera IUI #1 BFN, 5/12 Femera + TI BFN, 6/12 Femera + IUI #2 BFN, 7/12 Femera + IUI #3 BFN, 8/12 Follistim IUI #4 BFN
IVF #1: ER 11/5/12 : 17 eggs retrieved/6 fertilized, ET 11/10/12 : 5dt of 2 embies/0 frosties BFN
IVF #2: ER 1/28/13 : 12 eggs retrieved/9 fertilized, ET 2/2/13 : 5dt of 2 embies/0 frosties BFN
IVF #3: ER 4/15/13 : 13 eggs retrieved/7 fertilized, ET 4/18/13 : 3dt of 3 embies/0 frosties BFN
Laparoscopy 5/24/13 : Stage 2 Endo, Scaring, and Both tubes Blocked but successfully Opened
IVF #4 (Clinical Trial): ER 7/22/13 : 15 eggs/8 fertilized, ET 7/25/13 : 3dt of 3 embies/0 frosties BFN
IVF #5: ER 11/4/13 : 13 eggs/12 fertilized, ET 11/9/13 : 5dt of 2 embies/0 frosties BFP!!! Beta 11/20/13 = 447 1 Beautiful Baby! EDD: July 28, 2014
When the world says, "Give up,"
Hope whispers, "Try it one more time."
~Author Unknown
I'm so sorry. Hugs.