So I'm still reeling over my losses, I'm pissed off at pregnant ladies and even my DH. So these past few days I've done all the no no's. I had a hot hot bath, I drank a *** load of caffeine, had some some wine went to the tanning bed gasp!! I think I even ate of a plastic container containing BPA and cleaned the litter box, god I'm such a rebel.
Anyway I guess I'm still pissed and riding the hormone roller coaster and patiently waiting to TTC.

Married to my hubby since December 6, 2011
DX: PCOS,clotting disorder and low progesterone, more testing later on if there is another m/c
1st BFP 3/12/2013 m/c 3/16/2013
2nd BFP 4/12/2013 m/c 4/19/2013
Re: Late night rant
This is the second time in four days that you have posted about how you are pissed at pregnant ladies. Have you checked with your local hospital to see if they have a loss support group? It may do you some good to talk with some people IRL.
Anger is a normal part of grief and I think most of us have gone through points were seeing pregnant people is hard but being angry at them? That is not healthy.
You can also try to focus your energies at making yourself healthier. I know you previously talked about how you were concerned about your excessive caffeine consumption. Maybe start there. There is a healthy living check-in on this board you may be interested in.
The day the Bump died - Jasper is wise