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It's one of those nights baby mention

kdy85kdy85
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So, it has been a day from hell. I can't deal with crap anymore. I bust out bawling my tooshie off with a lobby full of customers because someone brings in a newborn. I figure I can deal with seeing the back of a carseat. Nope, she flips it around and the baby makes noises. I full on ugly cry. I had 8weeks left in my pregnancy... She should be here soon..oh it sucks. DH is in another stage of dealing with greif and all he wants to do is hump like bunnies while all I want to do is sit in a scalding bath and drink an entire bottle of wine. When I run out can someone bring me some more, I'll share!!
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  • lindsebertlindsebert member
    I had an ugly cry tonight too. Sad Huge ((hugs)) to you! I'm so sorry.
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  • Mrsbtobe2012Mrsbtobe2012 member
    hugs so so sorry
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  • Lauren659Lauren659 member
    I'm so sorry! I'd be right over with a bottle [or I'd share some of the vodka I'm having].
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  • MamaWombatMamaWombat member
    Just wanted to send ((((hugs)))) and virtual bubble bath.
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  • kdy85kdy85
    I'm drinking chardonnay.. I'll scoot over and you can join..just don't judge me for drinking from the bottle haha
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  • kdy85kdy85
    and dh just informed me that the company my father in law works for just bought out our major hospital. The hospital he works for and lives near almost 2 hrs away is going. Can anyone guess what that means... He is moving here ..face plants.. can someone
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  • Junebug060609Junebug060609 member

    I'm so so so so so sorry you had to deal with that.  That would be so hard in your shoes. 

    Sending you some wine and some bubble bath!

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  • toomanycats1toomanycats1 member

    So sorry you had a bad day.  My office at work is next to the maternity ward and I get to see the "happy new families" as they are headed home.... talk about rubbing salt in a wound!  I hope you have a better day tomorrow.

    I also hope y


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  • Poppy715Poppy715 member

    imagekdy85:
    and dh just informed me that the company my father in law works for just bought out our major hospital. The hospital he

          THE DARK SIDE IT IS

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  • samjen2010samjen2010 member
    I am so sorry you are having a rough time. hugs
                               
                  
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  • doglover31doglover31 member
    Hugs! I'm so sorry you had to go thru that....I think that sometimes you just have to cry!
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  • krireckekrirecke
    So so very sorry you are going through such a tough thing.  Definitely sucks...I would so be on my way with many bottles of wine for you!!
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  • mrsschroeder515mrsschroeder515
    Bless your sweet heart.  Be at my house around 4pm.  I'll have two bottles for each of us.  
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  • daisy19782011daisy19782011 member
    Oh, I am so so sorry and can not even imagine your level of grief. I truly hope today is a better day and that you continue to heal. T & P are with you and YH.

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  • MsAmandaPantsMsAmandaPants member
    Huge, squishy (((((hugs))))). I'm so sorry. <3
    Me: 36 yo, TTC #1 since Feb. 2012
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    BFP #2: 11/16/12, EDD 7/25/13, MMC 12/5/12, D&C 12/6/12, Complete molar pregnancy confirmed 2/9/13, benched for 6 months until  August 2013

    IUI #1, 8/16/13 Femara + Menopur, 3 mature follicles, BFN
    IUI #2 (back-to-back, 9/12/13 and 9/13/13) Femara + Menopur, four mature follicles, BFFN
    IUI #3, 10/8/13 Femara + Menopur, six mature follicles, BFN

    BFP #3, 12/9/2013, while on treatment break, EDD: 8/22/2014  Please stick and grow, LO!

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  • mjcharpemjcharpe member
    So sorry sweetie, that's just the worst :( Raising a glass to you! **Hugs**
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  • scooteristescooteriste member

    I'm so sorry you're having a hard day. It has just been a crappy week all around. (((HUGS))) 

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