I have just hit that wall in the day where I need to go home because I am making mistakes in my work and getting too emotional. I paged the wrong effing doctor and have been crying for twenty minutes. (I'll hear all about it tomorrow, when he purple slips me.)
Maybe I am getting worked up from stress. Its CD38 and no sign that I've ovulated or that I will. I have yet another consult with a new OB on Friday to try to atleast get a freaking referral to an RE. I just read my insurance policy on IF, covers some initial tests (1 of each kind) but NO treatment procedures/meds. (I guess that could be worse.) I had a coworker tell me, in regard to the insurance, that she understood because having a baby is a choice - not a medical necessity. I shouldn't have said anything to her, and I really didn't just started griping at my computer screen without thought of her saying anything. Aaaand I have a baby shower to attend the next two weekends.
I just want to know whats wrong with me and no seems to be supportive or helpful, including the drs I've been to recently. Urrrrgh. I am in huuuuge need of a hot shower, glass of wine, and my soft warm bed. Thanks for letting me get it all out.
Re: End of a long day /sort of rant
3TC March Siggy Challenge: Funny Internet Meme
Age: Me 26, DH 27, Married Oct. 10, 2009 ,TTC since March 2012
Problem: Irregular menstruation, unexplained
Nov&Dec-Provera because of no period after 35+ days
First RE appt 1/10/2013
Tests: TSH (normal), Prolactin (normal), SA (abnormal)
Hysteroscopy (normal) and PCOS labs (negative/normal) 1/15/2013
2/1/13- HPT BFP but Beta Hcg was negative
Plan: Femara + Trigger + IUI in April if no real BFP before then Bloggy Blog!