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Bummed Out.. :o(

Eternalmoon7478Eternalmoon7478
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My hubby and I have been together for almost  9 years (married almost 5 yrs.) and been TTC for almost 6 years.  I have frustrations everyday, but more so when I see everyone around me getting pregnant. It drives me insane when those that are pregnant complain about every little thing (I'm hot, my shoes don't fit, etc...).  I would give anything to be able to experience the miracle of being pregnant. I went to my cousin's baby shower over the weekend and I am so happy for her and her better half, but I couldn't help but think, why can't it be me...why can't I get pregnant?  I know my time will come, but why can't it come sooner.  I went home that evening and all these emotions surfaced and couldn't help but cry.  Just want to keep positive and do what I have to do to make this happen.

Thanks for letting me vent. Have a good night. 

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  • SLGN2012SLGN2012 member

    Hang in there! While we haven't been trying for nearly as long, I think anyone who has been having issues or even has valid concerns about their ability to get pregnant feels this way.

    My younger sister is pregnant (told me she was 3 days afte

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  • RunCC37RunCC37 member
    You are definitely not alone. It seems like everyone around me is pregnant right now 5 women at work, SIL, best friend, not to mention the countless FB friends. Everytime someone new announces their happy news it gets harder and harder to smile and say, "
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  • katib77katib77 member

    You don't have a siggy, or mention in your post so let me just ask - What have you done in the six years of trying?  Do you have an IF diagnosis?  Have you sought treatment yet?  What treatments have you done?  

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  • Cara1024Cara1024 member
    imagekatib77:

    You don't have a siggy, or mention in your post so let me just ask - What have you done in the six years of trying? &

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  • bwer85bwer85 member
    Hello... I'm new around here but wanted to say your post hit home for me a bit tonight... While I haven't been TTC as long, I understand watching everyone around you become pregnant, mostly all too easily. My group of girlfriends all got married around th
    Married Since September 2010 TTC since January 2012 Me: 28 DH: 31 SA - good | ultrasound - excellent | blood work - low progesterone March 2013- Round 1 50mg Clomid= BFN April 2013- will start Round 2 50mg Clomid
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  • Eternalmoon7478Eternalmoon7478
    I first had trouble with my cycles, so my doc put me on provera to start my periods, then I ended up with a cyst and prescribed metformin. He recommended I take provera, metformin and start clomid.  I did 3 rounds of clomid and thought if I lost some
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