TTC After a Loss

I need an intervention

I've PO50S the past two days. Why do I torture myself!? DH is threatening to hide them. So much so I had to empty the trash. I was going to ask how to have some self control, but I think its probably best if he did. TTCAL brain has taken over mine. I said waiting to O was worse.....I lied. I'm juat ready for AF to get here so I can take the crazy down a notch. So really there was no point to this. How about a GTKY? What TTCAL crazy thing have you done?

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Re: I need an intervention

  • Honestly my husband may be just as bad as me I'll limit it to only one POAS per day. He's the one who thinks the more sticks we go through the better chance of a BFP. (I totally looked those up so I could use some, LOL!)
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  • I've taken tests...then hidden them! I didn't want DH to know I was testing so early and so often! I think at some point we have all gotten a little crazy!
    BFP #1 7/23/12: EDD 4/1/13.  MMC discovered on 9/4/12 @ 10w1d
    BFP# 2 3/9/13:  EDD 11/12/13 m/c 3/15/13 @ 5w3d
    RPL testing shows one copy of MTHFR gene mutation. 
     BFP#3 12/24/13: EDD 9/5/14 Beta #1 13 DPO 168! Beta #2 16 DPO 895!
     First US 1/9/14 @ 5w6d Strong HB!
    2nd US 1/23/14 @ 7w6d baby is still doing great! 3rd US 1/31/14  9w0d: Beautiful wiggly baby! Keep growing baby!
    3/17/14 US @ 15w3d:Its a BOY!

     

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  • I've held off POAS so far, but I log in and just sit and stare at FF.... I literally mean I just stare at the screen expecting it to change or something?!?!?! WTH???? I know it is pointless, but I do it daily!
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  • imagelindsebert:
    I've held off POAS so far, but I log in and just sit and stare at FF.... I literally mean I just stare at the scre

  • imagelindsebert:
    I've held off POAS so far, but I log in and just sit and stare at FF.... I literally mean I just stare at the screen ex
    TTC #1 as of Feb. 2013
    BFP on Mar. 4, 2013, DX with MMC (blighted ovum) at 8 weeks, D&C
    TTC again as of May 2013
    BFP on June 24, 2013, EED March 12, 2014
    Diagnosed with endometriosis, PCOS, heterozygous MTHFR and positive for ANA

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  • This is why I don't know if I want to start charting. I'm afraid FF would become my new frienime. I've already looked on Amazon a million times for cheap testers. Which is your fav when POAS?

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  • Yes I do all of the above. My most recent TTCAL brain moment came on Sunday when my DH got back from the gym and I could tell he had sat in the hot tub after his workout. I quietly flipped out in my head, (hot tubs are not the best for sperm health) and a

      
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    BFP #2 01/18/13. EDD 09/10/13. Missed m/c 02/18/13. 
    BFP #3 5/1/13 My rainbow DS born 1/13/14
    BFP #4 11/11/15 spontaneous m/c 12/28/15
    BFP#5  Praying for another rainbow in February!

     
  • {{{Hugs}}} buckey. Put the pee sticks away, love!

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    BFP #3 10.7.12 m/c 10.27.12
    BFP #4 2.24.13 ectopic MTX 3.13.13 Right tube removed 3.29.13
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  • imageShellyM2011:
    This is why I don't know if I want to start charting. I'm afraid FF would become my new frienime. I've already lo
    9.08.12 BFP! | 11.01.12 MMC Discovered at 12 weeks| 11.06.12 D&C 
    11.25.13 BFP#2| 4.07.14 TEAM PINK!!!|EDD 8.8.14 Please be our Rainbow Charlotte Grace <3
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  • imagelindsebert:
    I've held off POAS so far, but I log in and just sit and stare at FF.... I literally mean I just stare at the scre
                               
                  
                 BFP#1  9/5/12, MMC, MC confirmed 10/9/12,          
                D&C 12/12/12
    BFP#2 7/30/13, EDD 4/12/14, DS born 4/14/14
                                                                             
                                                                            
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  • imagedoglover31:
    I've taken tests...then hidden them! I didn't want DH to know I was testing so early and so often! I think at some
    BFP#1 8/3/12~EDD 4/1/13~Natural M/C 9/1/12-9w6d 
    BFP#2 5/30/13~EDD 2/3/14~Confirmed CP 5/31/13
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    BFP #1 7/23/12: EDD 4/1/13.  MMC discovered on 9/4/12 @ 10w1d
    BFP# 2 3/9/13:  EDD 11/12/13 m/c 3/15/13 @ 5w3d
    RPL testing shows one copy of MTHFR gene mutation. 
     BFP#3 12/24/13: EDD 9/5/14 Beta #1 13 DPO 168! Beta #2 16 DPO 895!
     First US 1/9/14 @ 5w6d Strong HB!
    2nd US 1/23/14 @ 7w6d baby is still doing great! 3rd US 1/31/14  9w0d: Beautiful wiggly baby! Keep growing baby!
    3/17/14 US @ 15w3d:Its a BOY!

     

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  • I hide my tests from DH too! I don't want him (or anyone) to know how obsessed I get. 
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  • Well, I cried in public yesterday over FF moving my CHs, so... I'd say I'm in need of a spot at the intervention. Wink
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  • Good to know! Thank you. I wonder if I can find any with Prime. I love that free shipping! Plus I have an Amazon card from Christmas left over. I might have to break down and get a thermometer and some sticks!

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  • Um, I confess to POASing after AF showed this month.... I might as well have just peed on $7 and flushed it down the drain.  I totally hid that one at the bottom of the trash can!
    DS Born 10/5/11 TTC #2 starting 8/2012 BFP! 11/12/12 EDD 7/26/12... natural m/c 12/1/12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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