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Late Term and Child Loss
lrichmond86
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so sad today... ticker warning
lrichmond86
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Ticker warning
don't know why but I can't stop crying today. My anxiety is at a high and I feel like I'm not functioning any better than I was in the weeks after we lost baby Gary. I'm feeling our little one rolling around and nudging me, but not the strong kicks I felt last week, and all I can think is that something must be wrong and I'll have two babies in heaven. It's more than worry though. I'm missing my little boy so much today. I feel so guilty for not visiting him more. I just want both my babies. I try not to post here too much since my bfp because I know how painful other pregnancies can be after a loss, but I just didn't feel like this post was right for pgal and knew you ladies would understand. Thanks for letting me post.
don't know why but I can't stop crying today. My anxiety is at a high and I feel like I'm not functioning any better than I was in the weeks after we lost baby Gary. I'm feeling our little one rolling around and nudging me, but not the strong kicks I felt last week, and all I can think is that something must be wrong and I'll have two babies in heaven. It's more than worry though. I'm missing my little boy so much today. I feel so guilty for not visiting him more. I just want both my babies. I try not to post here too much since my bfp because I know how painful other pregnancies can be after a loss, but I just didn't feel like this post was right for pgal and knew you ladies would understand. Thanks for letting me post.
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Re: so sad today... ticker warning
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Big ((hugs)) I'm sorry you're having a hard time.
Jillian Rose- born 8/26/12 at 24 weeks. "It broke my heart to lose you but you didn't go alone, for a part of me went with you, the day God took you home"
I love you always, my beautiful girl.
Hysteroscopy 3/1/13 Dx: Unicornuate uterus
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BFP 3/18/13- Please be our Rainbow, we love you so much already.
6/4/13-Found out we're having a BOY!!
10/30/13-He's here!! Happy Birthday, Ryan! We love you so much! xo
Met DH 10.10.10-- Surgery 05.20.11 removal of left ovary/fall tube due to tumor-- Married DH 04.14.12-- First bfp 09.05.12 -- EDD 05.08.13-- Preeclampsia took my angel at 31 weeks 03.07.13-- Currently trying for our rainbow!
Huge ((HUGS)) to you, I'm so sorry you're having such a sad day. I wish I had something to say to make it all better, but I know there are no words. Don't beat yourself up about not visiting baby Gary more, he knows just how much you are th
BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.
BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.
BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.
BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section
Hugs to you. Baby Gary knows how much you love him. There isn't a certain amount of cemetery visits that will change that. I promise you that. I personally think that crying is a good thing. You have been through so much and it can be so overwhelming b
I know exactly how you feel and trust me I hate to say this but it doesn't get easier. I stressed until I had my rainbow in my arms and she is almost 5 months old and now I stress over other things when it comes to her.
I suggested on PGA
I am so sorry you're having a rough day today. Baby Gary knows how much you love him.
I hope the coming days are better for you.
-Shawnna
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I am so sorry you're having a rough time right now & I can totally relate! I am admitted to the hospital indefinitely & just passed our milestone a few days ago. I find myself so angry that I didn't get t