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I am a HOT Mess!

MJM3108MJM3108 member
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So I was supposed to go back to work yesterday, but on Sunday, my poor boy started getting sick. Yesterday morning I called my boss and told her I wouldn't be in, and took LO to the Pediatrician... He has a mild viral respiratory infection. But since he was so close to being 2 months old, they decided to give him his 2 month shots while we were there. So last night, I had to deal with a sick, cranky baby who only wanted to cuddle with me. He wanted nothing to do with DH, his swing, his bouncer, nothing! If I wasn't holding him, he was screaming bloody murder. I got maybe 4 hours of sleep last night.... But I had to go back to work today. There was no getting around it. 

I dropped DS off at the sitters and I am now at work. All I can think about is my poor sick baby, and how I am not there with him. I know, logically, that he is fine. But my heart is just breaking, and I miss him SO much. I only work until 3, but it feels like it is forever away. I cried the whole way from the sitters to work, and I have zero motivation to be here. I wish more than anything I could be a SAHM! My heart hurts so badly to be away from my little man... 

No real point to this other than I'm feeling mighty sorry for myself....  

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  • Mom2anAngel2Mom2anAngel2 member
    HUGE HUGS!!!! It is so hard to leave them. I haven't experienced leaving DS while sick, but I am sure it just adds to the difficulty. Hang in there, 3 o'clock is just around the corner. Try to stay busy if you can.

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    BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13

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  • orangegogglesorangegoggles member
    ::::hugs:::: I'm sorry what a tough day. Hope you both feel better soon. Hang in there mama.
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  • Allycat11Allycat11 member
    ((hugs)) I am so sorry.  You are one strong mama!
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  • Ladiebug710Ladiebug710 member
    Big hug, it is always hard to leave them, esp when they aren't feeling well.

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  • adoxyinherearadoxyinherear member
    So many hugs!! What a hard day to have to return to work. Hope he's feeling better and you can get some rest.
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  • KJsbabeKJsbabe member
    I'm sorry you're having a hard time! I honestly would have been pretty upset that the doctor gave him the 2m shots when you went in. Babies are fussy after shots anyways, and then to add that on top of being sick... Very poor descision on their part, IMO.
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