So my story is kind of long but the gist is this: when I was 8 months pregnant my husband was convicted in a court martial and sentenced to 8 yrs in Leavenworth military prison. The charges are absolutely false, and made up by his jilted ex and her daughter, and we are fighting them through the appeals process but in the meantime I've become a single parent. I spent a lot of time angry because this is not how my life was supposed to be. My husband was supposed to be here to help me raise this baby but I'm doing it alone instead. I live with my mom now and she helps when she can but ultimately everything falls on me. Sometimes I resent LO or my situation because I feel so trapped but then he smiles at me and I fall in love all over again. Don't get me wrong, I love my son it's just so hard and lonely sometimes.
That felt good to get off my chest because I feel so isolated where I am now and no one knows the truth of my situation.
Re: New Here kinda long