Today was my EDD

arm08 · April 2013

Well today should have been the BIG day that we waited for for so long but instead Isabella came sleeping on 12/11/12 I guess I did ok today I think the week leading up to today has been harder then today and Easter was hard to I couldnt get out of bed to go to church

.I have this week off work b/c DH and I was going to take a vacation but we decided we would have a staycation. and just do things around the city yesterday was baseballs opening day so we had a nice day being down town enjoying all the events even though they lost it was still fun to be a part of things and it helped keep my mind off of all the things I could have been doing if Isabella was still here.

I also took the big step this past week and made a dr apt with a new RE that is at the end of the month I am very nervous about it if anyone has any advise on that I could use it because its a tough road to think about agian.

Thanks for all the support you ladies give on this borad it's been a big help. I don't post all that much but sometimes just reading the post and the responses is a big help. Thanks Abby .

jess123456 · April 2013

Hugs to you. Due dates are so so hard as are the firsts of everything after loss. So glad that you were able to do a staycation.

That's a big step for making an appointment with an RE. Be prepared that he/she will ask you lots of questions a

Noethola · April 2013

Big hugs! Agree that milestones can be very difficult to come to and pass.

I hope that all goes well at the appointment and you to are able to leave with similar feelings of hope as PP.

meli1025 · April 2013

Huge ((hugs)) to you today. EDD's are SO hard and it's nice that you are taking a staycation. DH and I went to the cemetery and did a balloon release for our daughter on her EDD, it was really special and felt good to honor her in that way. I know wh

angelsnight · April 2013

Big hugs, I can only imagine how hard EDDs are. It sounds like you and your DH planned some good things to keep you busy. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.

Williamandshawnna · April 2013

Abby,

HUGS I remember that week very well. You're right, for me the week leading up to the day was worse than the actual day. Good luck with your REappt.

Shawnna

shandorfml2 · April 2013

hugs

Poppy715 · April 2013

I'm dreading this upcoming week as well. I'm glad you are able to take some time off work and be away with out going anywhere. Spend time with your H and love each other. I hope you get in some good quality time.