Parenting after a Loss

Daycare

DS is at daycare today for the first time. I did okay dropping him off, and have been so busy at work so far, that I haven't given it a second thought. I just took my pump out it hit me that I left my baby with strangers!!!!
My brain knows that he is fine and being well cared for, but my heart is racing with all of the what ifs. I am hoping this afternoon goes by fast so I can go pick him up and give him extra lovin' tonight.
Sorry, there is no point to this post. I just needed to get that off my chest. And you ladies understand.

update; I knew you ladies would understand. Thankfully the day went by fast. And I got the biggest smile and lots of giggles when I arrived at daycare. YAY... We survived!!!

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Lilypie - (0YVF)
 TTC since 11/2009; Lap/HSG/Hysteroscopy: 5/2011 (endometriosis - removed; endocervical polyp - removed; high pressure in bilateral tubes - cleared)

BFP #1: 8/4/11; DS1 born sleeping on 11/16/11 at 19w1d

BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13

BFP # 3: 11/8/13, EDD 7/17/14, mmc 10wks

BFP # 4: 5/16/14, EDD 1/15/15, praying for our 2nd rainbow baby 

Re: Daycare

  • :::Hugs::: You can do it mama! Hang in there and try to stay busy. 
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    BFP #1 6.19.11 ~ EDD 2.23.12 ~ CP on 6.22.11
    BFP #2 7.23.11 ~ EDD 3.28.12 ~ MC on 8.16.11
    BFP #3 11.17.11~ EDD 7.31.12 ~ MC on 1.18.12
    BFP #4 4.12.12 ~ EDD 12.25.12~ Born on 12.26.12
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  • ::hugs:: the first day is the hardest!
  • Big hug, I hope the afternoon flies by!

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    BFP#1 10 wk missed mc      

    BFP#2 DS born at 40+2 on 8/14/12  BFP#3 DD Born at 39+3 on 5/13/14

  • Hugs to you! I hope your afternoon goes by quickly! 
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  • The best part of my day was picking up my kid from daycare. He was so thrilled to see mommy!
    DS born 2009
    BFP#2 ~ 8/2/11, EDD 4/11/12, D&C 9/12/11 at 9w5d
    BFP#3 ~ 4/15/12, EDD 12/21/12 ~ DD born 12/22/12
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  • morkmork member
    ::hugs::
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    Mama to 5 angel babies, 1 rainbow baby, and 2 more angel babies. 
    My beautiful Ella/ToT arrived 10/10/12. 
  • Mmm79Mmm79 member
    I hope your afternoon flies by. Once you see DS, I am sure you will feel a million times better.

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    BFP#1 11/12/11 ~ No heartbeat 12/12/11 ~ D&C 12/19/11
    BFP#2 3/25/12 ~ Heartbeat 141 4/16/12 ~ No heartbeat 4/25/12 ~ D&C 04/30/12 
    BFP#3 7/16/12 ~ EDD 3/26/13 ~ It's a BOY ~ DOB 2/26/13






  • ((hugs)) I hope today flies by for you!
    11/2010 Diagnosed with PCOS 
    10/31/11 M/C at 9 weeks
    1/12/13 DD was born
    4/9/16 DS was born 
    9/17 CP 
    6/23/18 BFP EDD 3/4/19 

  • Hugs. The adjustment is hard but you will get into a routine. Big hugs your way!
    BFP #1, 12/22/09 - DD#1 born 9/2010
    BFP #2, 12/12/11, m/c 12/25/11
    BFP #3, 3/09/12, CP 3/10/12
    BFP #4, 7/22/12, DD#2 born 4/2013
     

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