My husband always makes fun of me because he says I never remember anything. I can remember social security numbers of people who used to work for me, but I can't remember what I had for dinner last night. I do seem to have a selective memory.
Anyway, I mention that because all I remember about being pregnant with my son was how happy I was. I know I was sick for the first 5 months off and on and I only gained 11 pounds total, but all I remember was how much I LOVED being pregnant.
So I really wish I could remember the details because I am SOOO overwhelmed with the constant nausea and fatigue this time. I literally could not stay awake this morning. Luckily my 2-year old is amazing, because I'm pretty sure I was asleep for the better part of 2 hours while I was home with him this morning. He hasn't been feeling well so he took a 3.5 hour nap this afternoon and so did I. And I could sleep again right now without any issue. And my nausea is almost constant. I've only thrown up twice, but I feel like I'm going to all the time. I asked my husband if he remembered and he said that he thought it came more in waves last time.
The hope I'm holding on to - with my 3 losses I never had any fatigue or nausea. So I am hopeful this is a sign that things are going well. Although since I'm taking the progesterone supplements, I'm worried they could be causing my symptoms and masking something being wrong.
I used to think I was a relatively rational person, and I just re-read what I wrote and I believe I might be insane. Gotta love PgAL brain! Apologies for the randomness, but thanks for letting me type it out!